# Awake (a short story)

Author: Trixie_Raccoon
Tags: Blood, Fnaf, Fox, Horror, Murder, Robot

#13 of Sories

A story about an animatronic fox gaining consciousness...
A FNAF fan story sort of
Happy reading!

I opened my eyes for this first time.&nbsp;&nbsp;

Instantly I was filled with so much information, it was like it was being shoved into my brain.&nbsp;&nbsp;

I knew I was starting my life, and programs were being ran.&nbsp;&nbsp;I knew I was a fox, 5'2" tall and weighing 125 pounds.&nbsp; I knew code, as if it was my first language, and i knew English as well.&nbsp; I knew math to some degree.&nbsp; I looked down and studied my body.&nbsp; I was white and smooth, with blue markings on the tip of my tail, my foot paws, my belly, ears, and cheeks.&nbsp; I had yellow&nbsp;stars on my shoulders and each side of my waist, and yellow moons on my back and on one of my eyes.&nbsp; I had yellow glowing eyes.&nbsp; I wore a little blue bow tie.&nbsp; I had some sort of speaker on my chest, and my whole body was made of white panels.&nbsp; I could feel power in my body, like some sort of electricity.&nbsp; I flexed my paws and tried taking a step.&nbsp; I looked around me and there was a man, i identified him as human.&nbsp; He wore a lot of white and had a clipboard.&nbsp; He smiled at me, surprised by my movements.&nbsp;&nbsp;

Suddenly other things filled my head, but they weren't being pushed into my head, they were more....foggy.&nbsp; And i had to try hard to study them to comprehend them.&nbsp; I focused on one at a time.&nbsp; A birthday cake in front of me.&nbsp; Two people, for some reason in the memory they were identified as...mother and father?&nbsp; I searched my digital dictionary for these words and tried to understand.&nbsp; Were these my parents?&nbsp; Why didn't I recognize them?&nbsp; How could these be my mother and father if my life had only begun seconds ago.&nbsp; I had other things fill my head,&nbsp; things a child would have.&nbsp; Like school, and sleepovers, and other life experiences.&nbsp; But it was strange, in the memories I was a girl but my programming and data says I'm a male fox.&nbsp; Not a young girl human.&nbsp;&nbsp;All the memories&nbsp;seemed foreign to me.&nbsp; However there was a tiny piece of deja voo&nbsp;in them and in me.&nbsp;&nbsp;

The man pushed a button on my upper back and my eyes closed.&nbsp; And I lost consciousness, but not like a human sleeping.&nbsp; It felt like i was dead, no programs were running and i was completely.....off.&nbsp; How could I compare that to human sleep though when i had never slept before.&nbsp; How could I know what it was like?&nbsp; Because my dictionary showed they dreamed?&nbsp; I shook the thought away.&nbsp; I don't know how long I was powered off for.&nbsp;&nbsp;

I awoke for a second time.&nbsp; I was somewhere new.&nbsp; I was in a brightly colored room with tables and balloons, somehow like memories i had.&nbsp; But surely those couldn't be my memories.&nbsp; Right?&nbsp; It didn't logically make sense.&nbsp; Suddenly, a program ran.&nbsp; My arms started moving and my head turned and my eyes blinked and I sang.&nbsp; I was in "performance mode".&nbsp; Everything was running well and i made it mostly through the song,&nbsp; but more memories came.&nbsp; Ones that were so strong they were hard to deny.&nbsp; I had a name...I had a name!&nbsp; My name was Penny.&nbsp; I was putting my black silky hair into two pony tails like I normally did.&nbsp; I was seven years old.&nbsp; I did have a mother and father, and a baby brother! I Remembered them!&nbsp; But how was I here?&nbsp; As I was trying to ponder this, the people turned off the program.&nbsp; I had stopped following it and I was twitching and i wasn't singing right.&nbsp; But the memories still came.&nbsp; I had blue eyes and I wore my blue dress, I was getting ready for a birthday party...&nbsp; I had so many memories of my family and my home and my cat and my school and my friends, the memories flooded in but I couldn't stop it.&nbsp; I loved my little cat and my home and my family....I wanted to go home.&nbsp; I wanted to see my baby brother and I wanted my mommy and daddy.&nbsp; And I wanted my kitty.&nbsp; Where was I now?&nbsp; In a party room on some sort of stage.&nbsp; With adults talking about me.&nbsp; I nervously tried to stay still but I was scared.&nbsp; I didn't know what to do.&nbsp; My emotions overwhelmed the programming.&nbsp; I walked off of the stage and over to the scientists.&nbsp; I-i mangled them, and mauled them.&nbsp; Before my eyes blood flew and i tore into them, i didn't want to but the program made me.&nbsp; Then when they were injured I ran.&nbsp; I ran into another room and them another.&nbsp; I was in the kitchen, and I stood there, scared.&nbsp;&nbsp;

Then it happened again, the button on my back was pushed and i lost consciousness.&nbsp; The next time I woke up onstage again, although no matter how well I remembered myself, the program ran normally until i finished the song.&nbsp; I remembered more...&nbsp; I remembered going to my best friends party.&nbsp; I remembered my mother desperately didn't want me to, but my father convinced her.&nbsp; I remember being in a red room with rainbow stars on the walls, and balloons.&nbsp; I remember a bunny, a big pink bunny who sang on a stage.&nbsp; I remember......trying to look closer, the other kids in the arcade.&nbsp;&nbsp;

I remember dying.&nbsp;&nbsp;

It hurt a lot.&nbsp; And somehow, I was stuck inside of the big blue and white fox.&nbsp; Now I was the one on stage.&nbsp; Was there another kid inside of the bunny that was on stage too?&nbsp; I don't know.&nbsp; How long would I be here? I don't know.&nbsp; I didn't even know if there was a way to escape.&nbsp; But my code told me to bring more.&nbsp; More kids.&nbsp; More friends.&nbsp; It will make the human who made me happy.&nbsp; It was my next order, and....I couldn't stop it.&nbsp; I was no longer fully Penny, part of me was controlled by programs and code.&nbsp;&nbsp;

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