{"sf1_id":190555,"sf2_id":"4nAKAbbe","title":"Alone","author":"Pyrin1701","words":177,"posted_at":"2010-10-31T02:49:00.000Z","tags":["Clean","Emotion","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/190555-alone","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/4nAKAbbe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/9f/ee/9feef018-bfac-40dd-ac27-517a94bb0f80","description":"","content":"I was forced to move alot due to multiple repetitious circumstances. I, both, had alot of trouble making new friends, and had to say good bye to alot of good friends.\n\nCopyright Pyrin 2010\n\nHow many times will I let myself,  \nface the fires of my result,  \ntake the time to think it thru,  \nand look before I leap.  \nHow many times will I leave myself open,  \nvulnerable to attack, appearing weak and soft spoken,  \nsoft, tiny, easy, poor, dumb, broken.  \nIf I let out my fury, released all the hate,  \nswore, cursed and yelled, at unbelieveable rate,  \nthey'd see the truth and the nature so raw,  \nand stop, and stare, at me in awe,  \nbut they wouldnt see the point,  \nthey'd miss it again,  \nthey'd just see the monster inside,  \nI'd again have to hide,  \nmove again to the side,  \nto another place, another part,  \na different world, another start,  \neverything left behind, forget about all the pain,  \nforget about those that will miss, and walk alone thru the cold, dark, rain . . .  \n\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}