# Trying Something New

Author: WolfTales
Tags: Clean, Dalmatian, Lizard

#2 of Library View

 **Chapter 2**

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Crossing through the long bathroom, he raised his hand and knocked on the other door.&nbsp; After a few seconds he heard rustling and foot paws shuffling against the floor.&nbsp; He heard the deadbolt slide open and, as the knob turned, a Dalmatian wearing only a pair of baggy sleeping shorts, one ear dropped oddly and rubbing his eyes against the light came into view.

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"Oh, sorry.&nbsp; I didn't think about the time, I didn't mean to wake you."

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"Nah, it's just the light, don't worry about it.&nbsp; What is it Nathan?"

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"Actually I need your help."&nbsp; Suspicion crossed through the watery blue eyes.

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"We've lived together for half a year, and besides introductions the only thing you've ever knocked on my door about was the fur in the shower.&nbsp; What could I possibly help you with?"&nbsp; He cringed at the words, knowing they were all too true, but he thought he saw some regret on the Fur's face at his reaction.

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"Look, Alan, I know I haven't been the best suitemate, but I was raised in Lizard community.&nbsp; They aren't very accepting of... well anyone else."

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"So I've heard."&nbsp; The distain in his voice was clear.

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There was a strong silence before he felt comfortable enough to continue.&nbsp; "I'm taking this class on Fur History, and I remember that you're a History buff so..."

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"You want my help with your homework?"&nbsp; A low growl emitted from the Dalmatian's throat, but Nathan straightened, holding his ground.

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"I have to write a report on Fur Tribal Affairs and I was wondering if you might be able to help me find information."&nbsp; The Dog's ears twitched and lowered in anger at the agitated level in his voice.&nbsp; Taking a breath, he tried to calm himself before starting again.&nbsp; "Let's just say I've had a change of heart and I wanted to try and use this to get another view on things."

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Alan's ears went straight up, a sign that Nathan knew as surprise.&nbsp; But suspicion was still strong in the K9's features.&nbsp; "Why?&nbsp; What caused this change of... heart?"

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Thinking back to the library he let a half smile crack his maw.&nbsp; "Believe it or not, a girl."

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"So your focus is Squirrel Tribes?"&nbsp; Alan had already skimmed through all five of the books he had checked out.&nbsp; "That'll make it a little harder, but not as much as your choice in books.&nbsp; You're looking in the wrong section."

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Nathan let out and exasperated breath.&nbsp; "Go figure.&nbsp; What is it with Furs and documenting things?"&nbsp; There was a strong, awkward silence.&nbsp; "Sorry.&nbsp; I'm..."&nbsp; He sighed again.

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"Hey, it's ok.&nbsp; It'll take some time to deprogram your brain from what you've been taught.&nbsp; Think of it this way, have you ever had a bad experience with a Fur?"

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He thought long and hard about high school, his only real interaction with Furs before college.&nbsp; "Before college I never really interacted with them at all.&nbsp; They were scared to death of the community, even though they lived in it.&nbsp; I thought they were weak, but I guess it would make sense."

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"There's step one.&nbsp; Trying to relate, even just a little.&nbsp; Putting yourself in their paws."&nbsp; There seemed a note of almost pride in his voice and it seemed to resonate through Nathan as well.&nbsp; "So what about now, in college?"

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"Besides the fur in the shower?"&nbsp; He smiled, letting Alan know he was joking.&nbsp; "I've had two professors try to fail me, only on the ground that I don't have fur."&nbsp; His anger seemed to dull the pride and humor of the previous moments.

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"Ok, which teachers?"

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"Stasher, the old Weasel, and Ramer."

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"Stasher tried to fail everyone.&nbsp; The dropout rate for his class is 50%.&nbsp; Ramer doesn't usually fail people without reason, can you remember anything specific?"

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"Yeah, that was last semester right before my counselor... Oh."&nbsp; That was the class that he had turned in the rather racist essays.&nbsp; He felt the skin on his cheeks warm a little from embarrassment.&nbsp; "Ok, I guess that one I kind of edged her on."

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"Had a feeling.&nbsp; So is that it?"

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Nathan thought for a few minutes.&nbsp; "Yeah, I mean, I pretty much keep to myself and my studies."

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"Alright, what you need to do is not focus so much on what you were taught, but your experience with Furs.&nbsp; Maybe when you're walking, say hi or ask someone for direction, see how they respond to you.&nbsp; Now every race has their bad-apples, but don't let that one soil the whole lot.&nbsp; As for your report, I suggest looking in the Folk Lore section, rather than History."

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"How will that help with a historical report?"

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"Furs find different things important than Reptiles, stories being one of them.&nbsp; A lot of Fur Folk Lore is based on history, and it's pretty easy to tell them apart if you know what to look for.&nbsp; If you want, I can help you.&nbsp; You do the looking and find the books and I'll help you tell fact from fiction.&nbsp; Sound good?"&nbsp; He held out his paw with a genuine smile across his muzzle.

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Nathan looked at it for a long moment before he reached his own hand up and grasped him in a hand shake.&nbsp; "Deal!"&nbsp; He tried to hide his surprise at the warmth in the Dalmatian's paw.&nbsp; It was the first time he had touched a Fur in anything but anger; he had forgotten that they were warm blooded.

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"Alright, I'll see you tomorrow then.&nbsp; Just knock on my door when you get in."

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"Thanks, Alan."&nbsp; He blinked at him for a moment before smiling again and, tipping an imaginary hat, headed back through the bathroom.

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He couldn't help but smile.&nbsp; It had been a long time since he'd even had a long conversation with anyone, his parents often too busy to stay on the phone more than just a few minutes.&nbsp; He wondered if working on this research together would make him and Alan friends.&nbsp; To his surprise, the thought was warming.&nbsp; He hadn't thought about it, but he didn't really have any friends at the school.&nbsp; In fact, all he ever did was eat, sleep and study.&nbsp; When had his life become so boring?

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What was he even going to school for?&nbsp; After this semester he would be done with his gen-ed requirements, what was he going to do then?&nbsp; He sighed again and threw himself on his bed.&nbsp; Hitting the light on the nightstand he decided to think about that tomorrow after some sleep and then some research.&nbsp; With that thought, he let his mind slip back to the library.&nbsp; Though his eyes were closed, he smiled at the thought of seeing his inspiration again.&nbsp; Maybe it should have been weird, maybe it was, but there had been a time when little more than loin cloths were worn.&nbsp; The image of her red and white fur, cover by only a small piece of leather was his last as he fell into happy dreams.

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Waking close to mid morning, he dressed in a hurry and started looking through his cupboards for something to eat.&nbsp; Setting a plate down on the counter, he spotted it, sitting there almost as if daring him.&nbsp; His meal-plan card.&nbsp; He had never used it; there must be a tone of money on it.&nbsp; Glancing at the bathroom door, he thought about what Alan had said.&nbsp; Putting the plate away and grabbing the card he scooped his stuff up, locking the door behind him.

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His ears were ringing slightly at all the nose.&nbsp; There were Furs and Reptiles everywhere, tables packed with too many people, windowsills' covered in backpacks and some people actually sitting on them.&nbsp; Several tables near the door were looking at him strangely; he realized he had simply been standing there staring.&nbsp; Digging his card out of his pocket, he made his way through the sea of tables and bodies to the food counters.&nbsp; They had a lot more choices than he'd thought.

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Grabbing some pizza and a drink he made for the counter and swiped his card.&nbsp; Leaving the line, he stopped in his tracks again.&nbsp; There wasn't an empty table in site.&nbsp; Looking in every direction, he finally saw a small four chaired table that was being emptied.&nbsp; He weaved and hopped over backpacks, trying to reach it before someone else spotted it.&nbsp; A sudden jerk and only his fast reflexes kept his drink from spilling on more than just his shoe.

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"Oh, crap! I'm so sorry!"&nbsp; Turning slightly he saw a short orange tabby cat, eyes wide in horror, staring at him.&nbsp; His first reaction was anger, but both his hands being occupied, all he could do was fume.&nbsp; Seeming not to notice, the girl turned back to the table she had risen from and grabbed some napkins.&nbsp; "Here, I'm terribly sorry.&nbsp; It didn't stain anything did it?&nbsp; Oh, I'm so sorry, let me buy you another drink."&nbsp; He blinked several times, shocked by her willingness.

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"N-no that's ok.&nbsp; Thanks though."&nbsp; She met his eyes, concerned.

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"Are you sure?&nbsp; It really was my fault, please."

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"No, not that much of it spilled.&nbsp; Thanks for the napkins."&nbsp; Her eyes were still apologetic as she smiled and started to move around him in the direction she had intended to go before bumping him.&nbsp; He surprised himself further by smiling back.&nbsp; Not a forced smile; one that just crept up on him.&nbsp; Turning away from her as she moved easily through the crowd, he found the table he had been making for was being filled.&nbsp; His mood dropped, but he was still far from angry.

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Finding and empty spot on the windowsill, he managed to make a table out of his lap, securing his backpack behind his legs, and watched the room as he ate.&nbsp; There was lots of laughing and several other people bumping into others, almost taking a few to the ground.&nbsp; It was hard for him to hear anything specific, but the mood of the room was altogether infectious.&nbsp; Actually watching furs, instead of sneering and looking away, gave him a much better view.

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As he was leaving, he made a point of smiling at everyone who met his eyes.&nbsp; Some turned away, most smiled back, and one, a tall, slender chocolate lab, bat her eyelashes and he saw her look him up and down before giving him an alluring smile.&nbsp; He smiled to himself, shaking his head as he went through the double doors and into the afternoon air.

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It seemed his feet couldn't take him to the library fast enough.&nbsp; He almost tripped over himself and a loose brick before he finally made it to the doors.

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"Hello, Mrs. ... uh.."

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The black tabby from the night before smiled and his skin redden.&nbsp; "It's alright.&nbsp; My names Grater, but please, honey, call me Karen.&nbsp; I don't need any help feeling old."

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"Alright Karen," he held out his hand.&nbsp; "I'm Nathan."&nbsp; She looked at him curiously, but smiled and shook his hand.&nbsp; "I was wondering if there was anyone in the library who specialized in Squirrels.&nbsp; Preferably the tribal years."

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"Hmm," she pursed her black lips and tapped them with a slender finger.&nbsp; "I actually don't think so.&nbsp; David did, but he felt the university last semester, very unexpected.&nbsp; We haven't have time to find anyone else to fill the department yet."

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"There's a department for it?"&nbsp; He couldn't keep the surprise from his voice.

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"We try to keep a small department for ever species if we can, but it's getting harder and harder every year."&nbsp; He looked down at the backpack he's set on the counter.&nbsp; "I'm sorry honey."

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"It's alright."&nbsp; He met her eyes again, hardly deterred.&nbsp; "Is there anyone who can help me find the section on fur folk lore?"

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"Ah! Now _that_ I can help you with."&nbsp; Picking up the phone sitting closest to her, she rang back into the main office.&nbsp; "Can you send Gary out; there is a student who needs help finding the fur folk lore section.&nbsp; Thanks Penny."&nbsp; She hung up the phone and smile at him again.&nbsp; "He'll be out in just a minute.&nbsp; Go ahead and wait."

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"Thanks, Karen."&nbsp; Turning he walked to a nearby ring of chairs and waited.&nbsp; When a figure came into the corner of his vision, clearly looking at him, he turned and made to rise, but froze half way through the motion.&nbsp; "Y-you're Gary?!"

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"Yeah," the tall blue Lizard smiled down at him.&nbsp; "You must be the guy looking for the folk lore, right?"&nbsp; He could only nod slowly.&nbsp; "Well, grab your stuff and I'll show you the way."&nbsp; With an unsure sigh, he hauled himself the rest of the way out of the chair and off at the other Lizard's quick pace.

Source: https://sofurry.com/s/4nAKxdle
Part of the series Library View
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