{"sf1_id":1946103,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Inside by NEFFEX","author":"Kizo","words":379,"posted_at":"2023-01-17T21:57:00.000Z","tags":["Music","art"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1946103-inside-by-neffex","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/1946103","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=1946103\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"There's too much that's going on, I don't know what to do  \nParalyzed by options in this world, can't pick and choose, yeah  \nEverybody's life is on display including you  \nYet I feel everyday is just the same stuck in a loop  \n  \nI need some variety  \nI'm sick of this anxiety  \nI'm sick of this society  \nThey make us feel a rivalry  \nCompare ourselves to others  \nBut we all got different mothers  \nWe were raised in different structures  \nSo we're different, it's no wonder  \n  \nI just want a great life  \nSomething where I feel like I just didn't waste time  \nSomething I look back and say that was a great time  \nCuz man I just hate when the years pass by the wayside, yeah  \n  \nI'm so lost inside  \nAnd I need a little time to find  \nWho I am in this life  \nI will find a way to feel alive  \n  \nI'm so lost inside  \nAnd I need a little time to find  \nWho I am in this life  \nI will find a way to feel alive  \n  \nFeel alive!  \nFeel alive!  \nI'm so lost inside  \nAnd I need a little time to find who I am inside  \n  \n...You better watch out now  \nI figured something out  \nWhat this whole life's about, yeah  \n  \n...It's not the goal, it's the journey  \nWasted emotion is worry  \nI'll stop being in a hurry and...  \n  \nI'll just enjoy what I'm doing  \nKeep pushing forward and moving  \nAppreciate the improvement, yeah  \n  \nI was so stuck on a goal  \nWas losing sight of my soul  \nNeed to enjoy getting old  \n  \nAnd be so present  \nI don't know if there's a heaven  \nBut I know I wanna get in  \nAnd sometimes I feel a presence  \nEnergy in a direction  \nSo I follow intuition  \nIt took me to a musician  \nNow I'm on a different mission  \nTo help others with afflictions  \n  \nNow I'm not lost inside  \nI finally have seemed to find  \nWho I am  \nIn this life  \nAnd I found a way to feel alive  \n  \nNow I'm not lost inside  \nI finally have seemed to find  \nWho I am  \nIn this life  \nAnd I found a way to feel alive  \n  \nFeel alive!  \nFeel alive!  \nI'm not lost inside  \nI finally have seemed to find who I am inside...  \n  \n\n"}