{"sf1_id":1975358,"sf2_id":"zeRABgK1","title":"When I see you Once more...","author":"MyOwnParasite","words":136,"posted_at":"2023-04-12T06:24:00.000Z","tags":["Crime","Depression","Poetry","Redemption","Regret","Remorse","anxiety","guilt","hope","sadness"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1975358-when-i-see-you-once-more","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/zeRABgK1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/7d/6f/7d6f7668-8298-4753-865d-320bd2454198","description":"#15 of Poetry, both old and new\n\nA poem I wrote describing my depression. A year ago I caught a case for attempting to steal from a car, and pulling a gun on someone. Yeah... even I make serious mistakes. But the aggravated assault charge is going to be dropped, and I'll likely serve probation for attempted robbery of a motor vehicle. Thankfully it's a misdemeanor, and not the felony they wanted to charge me with... I wrote this one the day before court on March 20th. My last court date is next month on May 8th. Wish me luck and forgiveness... that's all I have the right to ask.\n--C.","content":"There's an ocean,  \nUnderneath me,  \nAnd a thought that  \nCan defeat me,  \n  \nO, I'll cry,  \nWhen I see you  \nOnce more...  \n  \nThere's a name,  \nI'm so ashamed,  \nI can't make it,  \nI'm to blame.  \n  \nO, I'll cry  \nWhen I see you  \nOnce more...  \n  \nAll the things  \nThat I've done,  \nThere's no battles  \nThat I've won,  \n  \nO, I'll cry  \nWhen I see you  \nOnce more...  \n  \nInside I'm still dying,  \nOutside, I'm  \nStill trying,  \nThere's no one  \nTo hold open doors!  \n  \nNo lying , I'm crying,  \nMy blood  \nWon't hit the floor;  \n  \nBut I'll cry,  \nWhen I see you  \nOnce more...  \n  \nI've got friends,  \nTil the end,  \nBut no moments  \nI can rend,  \n  \nThere's nothing  \nBut something  \nI adore!  \n  \nSuch a moment  \nJust a moment,  \nMy atonement,  \nI abhor,  \n  \nBut I'll cry  \nWhen I see you  \nOnce more!  \n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry, both old and new","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1975356-take-it-slow.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1977157-suffering.json"}}