{"sf1_id":1977157,"sf2_id":"Vm25KX0e","title":"Suffering...","author":"MyOwnParasite","words":76,"posted_at":"2023-04-17T06:42:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","PTSD","Pain","Real Life","anxiety","hopelessness","reality","suffering","truth","uncertainty","wondering"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1977157-suffering","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Vm25KX0e","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/21/e2/21e2aad9-78aa-4561-a97c-43923c09e130","description":"#16 of Poetry, both old and new\n\nI've gone through a lot in my life. I've loved and lost; I've wandered and wondered. I've hoped and dreamed: I've yelled and screamed... but every night, I suffer... in silence.","content":"So many things\n\nI've endured,\n\nTo be where I am\n\nToday...\n\nMolestation, aggravation,\n\nAll the things\n\nThey did to me...\n\nSuicidal? Hesitation?\n\nWhat are these\n\nTwo things to me?\n\nPTSD, ASPD,\n\nAnxiety...\n\nSo many names\n\nLike games they play\n\nFor whatever is\n\nWrong with me.\n\nBut all I see\n\nIs a sea\n\nOf hopelessness;\n\nA broken Me...\n\nAnd I can't see\n\nA cure for my\n\nDeadly disease...\n\nI just see \"Me\"...\n\nAnd that's all I see...\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry, both old and new","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1975358-when-i-see-you-once-more.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/1977255-sundays.json"}}