# Slice of Life

Author: LillyOpossum
Tags: Emotional, Real Life, Wolf, life, trans

&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The hybrid was lying in bed, it was around seven am.&nbsp; The wolfcat's eyes explored over the text of the pages of a book, who's cover read Clive Barkers Damnation Game.&nbsp; Blackish grey paws flipping [ages, from the first to the current page, twenty seven.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;With a yawn escaping the wolfcat's blackish grey muzzle, he, or as she preferred to be called.&nbsp; The wolfcat is just your average transgender.&nbsp; A female in mind, heart, and soul, but all sealed in a male's body.&nbsp; One that on its best days, she tolerated, and on her worst, she hated.&nbsp; But as long as she had been living with this, six years or so, one grows 'numb' to some things.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Even in her younger years, she didn't just fit into her gender.&nbsp; All through her middle school years, she could be found with the girls, sitting around, talking, drawing, or playing with the other girls hair and fur.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Then through the darker, harsher years of high school.&nbsp; She never found herself on the sports field, but on the side lines, her eyes drawn to the males and her mind wondering why she was having such exciting thoughts.&nbsp; But all of that was just the start.&nbsp; She wasn't popular or anything close.&nbsp; I mean she had her friends, but more enemies than allies.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;The enemies that she had were relentless.&nbsp; The assaults and attacks ranged from just words and name calling to down right physical attacks.&nbsp; She would fight back, but she wasn't a fighter.&nbsp; She was just under average, she wasn't frail, but she wasn't fit. &nbsp;  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;All of this, blinded with the fact that she was coming to the realization that she wasn't attracted to females, like a boy her age should be.&nbsp; On more that one occasion she came within a few steps of killing herself.&nbsp; She would see it as her only way out, her only way to get peace.&nbsp; But something would always stop her, and she never really figured it out.&nbsp; If it was her few friends, her family or what, but it kept her going.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Over the stretch from being fifteen, she always had thoughts and dreams right up until now, at the tender age of twenty one.&nbsp; The dreams came first, and they were always the same.&nbsp; Ones where she was living a dream life of hers as a female or in some cases the dream would start with her as a he, and through some magic or event would transform into a girl.&nbsp; Little did the wolfcat know, but dreams are the sleeping mind's way of solving problems of the waking world.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Next came the thoughts and the full on fantasies.&nbsp; The thoughts started simple, just little thoughts of what it would be like to be a female, right&nbsp; to the&nbsp; full on fantasies about living and being a female.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Sadly her min, scared by the hell that she had to ender at school, just for not fitting in.&nbsp; She thought that shed be killed.&nbsp; Growing up in a southern Baptist family didn't help.&nbsp; So with all that she suppressed then, the thoughts and wished of being a female, trying to tell her self that it was wrong, that she was a boy, and nothing more.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;So up until a short time before her recent twenty first birthday she denied and hid it.&nbsp; Secretly indulging in her fantasy over the Internet, role playing as a female.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Only a few days before that faithfully day, she started feeling depressed.&nbsp; More so than she had in her young life.&nbsp; It was then that she decided that it was time to do something.&nbsp; She made an appointment with a&nbsp; local therapist.&nbsp; Before the visit she came out to her mom.  
&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;The whole event went well, better than she thought.&nbsp; Her over active mind telling her that she would be kicked out, or worse, but that didn't happen.&nbsp; Her mom was happy that she was going about this the right way.&nbsp; Mind you, like with the girl's sexuality she accepted it, and still loved her, but she didn't approve of it.&nbsp; The wolfcat was happy that her mom, friends and mates accepted her.&nbsp; The girl had so much to look forward to, and she really just wanted to burry her past in the silent depths of her mind.

Source: https://sofurry.com/view/197893