{"sf1_id":205179,"sf2_id":null,"title":"the journal of wolf man J","author":"alpha shadow wolf","words":1348,"posted_at":"2010-12-21T10:22:00.000Z","tags":["Clean","Death","Human","Insanity","Journal","M/F","Son","Transformation","Werewolf","Wolf","hunter","sadnes"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/205179-the-journal-of-wolf-man-j","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/205179","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=205179\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"This was just out of boredom. Its short, and only for fun. Just wanted to write a story in journal form. If it doesn't make much sense towards the end, its meant to slightly. whether hes completely insane, or it really happened, is up to you.sorry for tyops. and poor story. just for fun. enjoy.\n\nJournal of wolf man J.  \n  \nThe journal of J. welsh the 6th, J6.  \n  \nDay 1. JUly 17th, 1872  \n  \nI have begun my hunt, The hunt for the most elusive all of animals. The animal eating all the sheep in our village, SUppousdly  \nthe largest wolf ever. This idea is just a silly childs story. It might be large, but its not the suppoused \"god wolf\" that  \npeople speak of. There are wives tales claiming that it can eat a man whole, one bite turns you into a flesh hungry monster,  \nand many more. Its just a spawn of satan, a sheep eating devil in my oppinion. Even the preists have said it must be evil.  \nthan again were only human, I mean really..well Once i get this beast, I will be rich!  \n  \nDay two, July 18th 1872  \n  \nI have been fllowing the noises, but sadly having slept on the ground, my tent and cheap bed made of hides, I am in  \nincredible aches and pain, My bones and joints are aching and pained, my body hurts and the thought of a warm soft bed is  \none of the few things keeping me going\n\n\u0026nbsp; Day three July 19th, 1872.  \n  \na large animal was here, Its prints are all over the ground. No. those are my boot prints.. I have little sleep. sleeping  \non the ground with the howls of the night are driving me mad  \n  \nday four, july 20th, 1872  \nI have awoken to a large wolf neerby, i gave chase, and shot it with an arrow. this was not the \"god wolf\" they speak of.  \nIm disapointed.  \n  \nday five, july 21st 1872  \nUgh..another miss..fortunatly, I added the wolf meat to my supplies. I was gettng worried, but I will be fine  \n  \nday six, july 22nd 1872  \nnot much to write theese past days. Ive mostly spent my time walking. and thats truely fun to write  \nabout.  \n  \nday seven, july 23rd, 1872  \nI found the beast..I shot it with three arrows..but somehow it just snarled and chased after me. I dont know what happend,  \nbut sadly enough, that thing is a monster, I thought i saw it walking on two feet!  \n  \nday eight, july 24th  \nVery lonely, I havent seen anyone since i passed a local nutcase 4 days ago. either way, Im lonely. Hope to catch and kill  \nthis beast soon. still plenty of food.  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; day ninth, july 25th, 1872  \n  \nthat monster bit me! It hurt like hell, i neerly screamed in pain. but as he did..I felt almost a calm..He did no more damage  \nthan that bite..Im losing a taste for theese biscuits I have in theese tins. I want meat.  \n  \nday tenth, July 26th 1872  \nIts hard to write. my hands feel so weird, I think that bite did something to me. I want meat..I killed a bunny with my bow  \nand ate it raw, and didnt even think once, I dont feel like myself, and my nails are growing sharp  \n  \nday eleventh, july 27th, 1872  \n  \nI dont know what happend today. I remember finding the wolf, but i dont remember atacking him. I barely remember the beast  \nholding me, like a human would, and it seeming so natural. I have huge blanks in my memory, I must have gotten some dreadful  \ndiseas.  \n  \nDay twelve was unreadable, the page was torn clearly  \n  \nday thirteen, july 29th, 1872  \nTHe wolves offered me meat..i feel strange..I slept laying on one as a pillow.. i feel like raw meat..am i becoming a wolf?  \nNo this is silliness. I am just sick. I must be mad if not that.  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; day thirteen, july 30th 1872  \nI feel claws of sorts on my hands, Im not crazy, Its really happening. I have a muzzle forming, and furr slowly growing from  \nmy body, my teeth are becoming sharp, those storys must be true, and yet, I feel so, comfertable around the wolves. they dont  \natack or even growl at me, and often ofer me food. far more than a human ever did.  \n  \nseveral pages were ruined, torn and destroyed, seemingly all from wolf claws  \n  \nUnkown  \n  \nIts been atleast a week, My body is beautiful. I feel so good, I dont feel the stress or strain, im free, I have felt my body  \nchanging more, Im turning more into a wolf by the day, I know soon I wont be able to write, but having the wolves, theyre howls  \nand barks sound like talking now..i can almost understand what theyre saying, I love this new body and lfe  \n  \nunkown, the pages before were scratched, by wolf paws, the rest was seemingly written shakily and uneven, as though a child  \n  \nI have turned into a full wolf, my paws can barely write. but it doesn matter. I dont need this journal..I can understand  \nwhat theyre saying now..theyre smart..they said that they were humans once, before the wolf made them such beautiful creatures  \nthis is no curse, a true gift. i feel so happy..theyre so peaceful to, I wish humans knew this. I never felt so happy, so free  \nas a human, but as a lower animal, im happy..I wonder if i will change more. I await that happily, no one back home will miss  \nme most likely, My wife never loved me, and refused to bear my child, I have found a woman in the pack who i am slowly falling  \nin love with..My mind feels cloudy though, my thoughts of home become distant, like it was a diffrent life...  \nI dont even know if what im saying makes sense. I feel light headed, I best rest.  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;  \nLong time after, most likely 1874.  \n  \nI have become a large standing wolf..I can hunt..I can do the things ive wanted to do, Im free. only the alpha has any  \ncontrol, and its nice nolonger to take the orders of a king. there is no real social class..i dont know if this is how all  \nwolves live, and i highly doubt it, for they are still only beasts. But we have seen the terror, and live only to be free and h  \nhappy. I hope that I may live to see the birth of my son,  \n  \nUnkown  \nHe is born, He is a young wolf, black and handsome..can i call a wolf handsome? or just tough? what ever it is, I guess  \nits just the feeling a human parent would get. my insticnts and emotions are messing with my mind. its quite weird.  \n  \n  \nunkown, written with rough writing, again  \n  \nwhat has happend to me. Im not the person i was. Im serving people, I do as im told. alpha commands and i do, Its weird. Im  \nnot myself. I feel odd, Like its no longer me. my mind is clouded and hazy. It has been for a while. I cant remember my family.  \nonly my happier life here...is this all a dream? am i dead? i pray neither of those, how long have i been gone i wonder..  \n\u0026nbsp;  \nmany pages from here till the last few pages are random and almost talking to himself, he seems to have gone insane  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; the last day of my life,  \nI have several arrows in my side, Im bleeding slowly. my wife and pup are dead. I cant see anything, I heard them say my name  \ni tryed to respond, but i only howled, Im a beast, i lay here dieing, I hope my real family was ok.  \n~j6  \nthese few pages were stained with blood, and a wolfs body was found lieng next to it. after much examination, It has been  \ndecided he was going mad from unkown diseas. His story is far to much to ever be true, mainly becuase only a month had passed since he had  \ndisapeared  \n  \n\n"}