{"sf1_id":207899,"sf2_id":"4nAKrdve","title":"A negative feeling","author":"Michael Keir Ecclesia","words":193,"posted_at":"2010-12-29T15:20:00.000Z","tags":["FEELINGS","Inner self","Negative","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/207899-a-negative-feeling","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/4nAKrdve","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/1c/13/1c132984-42c6-465a-ad54-d44c237ffeb0","description":"","content":"\u0026nbsp;\n\nI hurt my friends\n\nI don't deserve\n\nplease go away\n\nleave me alone\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nsee the darkness in my heart\n\nand let the light go free\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI dissapoint\n\nI destroy your dreams\n\nI never meant\n\nI have no glee\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSee the holes left in my soul\n\nand let my heart be there\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nDon't you tell me I'm the same\n\nDon't you pull me by my name\n\nall I want is to be alone\n\ntreat me like the monster all along\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nwhy do you think that I am so great\n\nnever see my colors it must fate\n\nplease open up and look wide\n\nsee the heart that's not inside\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI always keep them bundled up\n\nthe feelings go like mental rush\n\nI threw them all out in the trash\n\nit is one thing, gives me a rash\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nJust see who I am\n\ndont be afraid\u0026nbsp;\n\nI try my hardest to be tame\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nthe darkness feeds on negative\n\nthe light must flea I'm positive\n\njust come and look I have opened wide\n\nsee all my emptiness thats inside\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBy Keirebu Ookami\n\nPoem: A negative feeling\n  \n  \n\n"}