{"sf1_id":2090676,"sf2_id":"ynZP9yke","title":"Heckle tweak","author":"Cris_Fireheart","words":154,"posted_at":"2024-01-06T01:41:00.000Z","tags":["Alcohol","Depression","Drugs","reality"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/2090676-heckle-tweak","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ynZP9yke","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/4a/10/4a10c49a-7c2c-48ef-bf7c-07a404fe095d","description":"#26 of Poetry, both old and new\n\nAn ode to my friend, who is probably trying to kill me right now... he's out of his skull, but I still love the guy. I actually hope he'll get picked up by the cops. I'm so fucked, aren't I? Ima smirk. This is my world, this is where it hurts. And it doesn't hurt good...","content":"I already told you...\n\nI don't need that around me.\u0026nbsp;\n\nIf you hear voices,\u0026nbsp;\n\nThey're your own.\u0026nbsp;\n\nDon't let the sound\n\nHold me down.\n\nLeft alone...\n\nI'm not against you;\n\nNobody is!\n\nBut the meth...\n\nYou feel all of this...\n\nA childhood friend,\u0026nbsp;\n\nNever forget that!\n\nYou're still my boy...\u0026nbsp;\n\nI won't regret that.\u0026nbsp;\n\nGive you a year,\u0026nbsp;\n\nAnd you're fine!\n\nBack to the old\n\nFriend of mine...\n\nThen, something dramatic!\n\nIt hits like static;\n\nAre you There,\u0026nbsp; man?\n\nAm I alone?\n\n\"YOU TRIED TO\n\nSET ME UP!\"\n\nDude, calm down,\u0026nbsp;\n\nLet's fill your cup.\u0026nbsp;\n\nI'll help you up.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\"You're part of the\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhole thing against me!\"\n\nDude, no I'm not!\n\nYou can't remember?\n\nI'll stand by you ,\n\nTill one of us\n\nGets got.\u0026nbsp; That's\n\nMy promise. Forever.\u0026nbsp;\n\nDon't look away!\n\nCalm down,\n\nWe've still got\n\nPlenty of days...\n\nBut I still miss when\n\nWe could play,\u0026nbsp;\n\nAnd nobody would\n\nSend us away...\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry, both old and new","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/2090089-pot-city.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/2100464-texas-blues-the-wanderer.json"}}