{"sf1_id":2140092,"sf2_id":"ynd9Y9l1","title":"…thoughts…","author":"Jiblits","words":107,"posted_at":"2024-05-29T08:08:20.000Z","tags":["Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/2140092-thoughts","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ynd9Y9l1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/49/cc/49cc696a-37bd-4466-87bd-70d6681becba","description":"Imported from SF2 with no description.","content":"Theres a window out of my dreamed paradise\u0026nbsp;\n\nI couldn’t pay its reality, for the price, it wasn’t wise\n\n  \n\nEven if not too crazy, it didn’t match my heart\n\nI wanted it badly, but it was missing a special part\n\n  \n\nNow, the path is gone, overgrown with decisions apparently needed\u0026nbsp;\n\nHeaviness follows me with “maybe’s”, after expected reactions proceeded\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n\nNothing new with outcomes anyone could clearly see\n\nDecisions to make are good, or bad, both free\n\n  \n\nWe repeat lessons we don’t learn the most\n\nSo, again, I’ll lay down, \u0026 talk to another ghost\n\n  \n\nRepeating personal history\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt’s predictable, but, in a way, still, a somewhat mystery"}