{"sf1_id":2162942,"sf2_id":"ynZ8MdPe","title":"//idle life// (wip)","author":"VintageTheBat","words":75,"posted_at":"2024-08-09T21:13:39.000Z","tags":["Experimental","Poem","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/2162942-idle-life-wip","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ynZ8MdPe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/a4/86/a4862524-0dc5-4f57-968c-5fe6be097acb","description":"Imported from SF2 with no description.","content":"i want to go back to a life of plastic mundanity\n\nwhen it was still mine to throw away\n\ni was happier then i think\n\n(if happiness meant hiding from the truth\n\ni jumped deep down the well of denial\n\nbefore truth even closed its eyes and started counting--\n\nit never did find my body)\n\nif I could go back\n\ni would waste my life again\n\nand again and again and again\n\n(i never learn)","series":{"name":"thoughts (poems)","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/2153846-storm-on-the-wing.json"}}