{"sf1_id":2174931,"sf2_id":"rn9OQQKe","title":"…realizing…","author":"Jiblits","words":109,"posted_at":"2024-09-04T21:01:35.000Z","tags":["Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/2174931-realizing","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rn9OQQKe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/74/32/743204ee-2e13-4cb6-ab71-924158f92a04","description":"Imported from SF2 with no description.","content":"Reluctantly, I’m back after a slap from reality\u0026nbsp;\n\nI was woken again, from hard choices, it hit like a formality\n\nI’ll keep what I can, but it’s a struggle, even if not broken\n\nI repeat a lot, lessons learned, now spoken\u0026nbsp;\n\nI feel the sliding back into the door never closed, it’s like a cliff\n\nBack into someone I didn’t like, jus the though alone leave me mentally stiff\n\nI’m still standing, tired, but still continence\u0026nbsp;\n\nA shell of who I once was, I still have some presence\n\nAll the same, I’m happy, smiling like a fool\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe kind stranger in the mirror, to me, still looks kinda cool"}