{"sf1_id":224322,"sf2_id":"r17KpEZ1","title":"waking dreams (poem)","author":"Kael Falconvale","words":220,"posted_at":"2011-02-21T21:39:00.000Z","tags":["Depressing","Depression","No-Yiff","Poem","Poetry","crying","dreaming","lonely","lonesome","voices"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/224322-waking-dreams-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/r17KpEZ1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/77/8f/778f7192-d510-47d5-b369-31814e236556","description":"","content":"why when we want to be good,\n\nwe have to realize that the world,  \nthe one and only world we know,  \ndecides to rip you apart?  \n  \nthe lonely screams run rampart,  \nechos of those crying,  \nwe just march to those who are dying,  \nto war we go.  \n  \nwe lose you again in the mist of the jungle,  \nto be alone, the only one left,  \nyou scream in your dreams,  \nnever to be heard,  \nnever to believe that your here.  \n  \nso lonely you have been in these dreams of yourself,  \nso lose yourself in the mist,  \nnow you lay in a ball,  \nin the blood of others,  \nthe ones that are not there,  \n  \nscream, scream again and again,  \nnever to be heard in your waking dreams,  \nyou lay alone in mud and blood,  \nthe ones you see just pass you by.  \n  \nlaughing... a snickering..  \nmore voices.. you scream for them to stop,  \njust laughing at your weak state,  \nget up and run, run fast,  \ntowards the setting sun you go,  \nfaster and faster.. only to trip and fall.  \n  \nnow lay back down cry to sleep,  \nthe voices shall be there soon,  \n\"give up\" they yell at you,  \nnever can you make such a choice?\n\n\u0026nbsp; it is time.. for you to sleep, repeat the waking dreams...  \nthey will forever haunt you.  \n  \n\n"}