{"sf1_id":224327,"sf2_id":"ynZGQ4q1","title":"that one time (poem)","author":"Kael Falconvale","words":378,"posted_at":"2011-02-21T21:58:00.000Z","tags":["Anger","Clean","Depressing","Forgive","No-Yiff","Other","Poem","Poetry","die","fly","remembering"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/224327-that-one-time-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/ynZGQ4q1","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/4b/5b/4b5bb553-2d80-43c3-b52a-ff57d4228716","description":"","content":"That one time..  \ndo you remember that one time we hung out together?  \ndo you remember the time we first kissed?  \nhow about the first time you said you loved me?  \nthe time i said it wasnt going to happen between us?  \nyou changed me, it happened.  \nlife as we now know it has changed between us..  \nafter that day my love for you has grown to far.  \nnow i had to extinguish the fire.  \nfor to many reasons. so many i can not list.  \nnow i am alone, alone in the desolate world.  \nwish i could show you the ways we can still be allies in this war.  \n  \n  \ndo you remember that time we met so long ago?  \ndo you realize the pain i was in at the time?  \nor what about the pain you was in?  \nall the heartache, the misfortunes.  \nme, losing the will to live anymore.  \nyou, pushing me to continue, to fight on.  \nnow time has come for use to go our seprate ways.  \nsorry for what i did? no never.  \nwhat i have done you ask? to show you,  \ni have made you better in the eyes of the world.  \n  \ndo you remember all the peoms i wrote you that night?  \ndo you remember the time you asked me what was the matter?  \nwhen all i said was it was nothing..  \nin reality it was everything..  \nmy life was torn apart for no other reason,  \nthan to have me hurt myself in the heartache that followed.  \nI have tried to show you love, but love doesnt like to stay with me.  \nit would rather tear me away from everyone.  \nits more of a burden for me to carry.\n\n\u0026nbsp; do you remember the blade in my hands?  \ndo you remember the slashes of sorrow on my arm?  \nthe blood on my walls that show the anger,  \nthen the pleading in my voice for god to take me?  \nhow about the time we sat and cried together?  \nor the time we would laugh for hours over nothing?  \nnow time has told me to let you go.  \nso i have, now you have to let go too.  \nit is time for you to fly, to go and die.  \n  \ndo you remember?  \ni shall forever.  \n  \n\n"}