{"sf1_id":225882,"sf2_id":"Rm0YYwLn","title":"Ending To A Spiritual Beginning","author":"Wolfie_Jake","words":1123,"posted_at":"2011-02-27T15:28:00.000Z","tags":["Gay","Love","Poem","Sad","crying"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/225882-ending-to-a-spiritual-beginning","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Rm0YYwLn","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/bd/3e/bd3e6655-9932-4b10-bc9e-f8f8131542de","description":"","content":"Ending To A Spiritual Beginning  \n  \nThey both hold each other as they both look away  \nThey both look forward unsure if they'll stay  \n  \nThe man named Aiden decides to let go  \nAs he begins to move forward into the unknown  \n  \nAiden then turned and gave a small sigh  \nAs he stopped to stare into his lover, Ethans, eyes  \n  \nAiden could see that his lovers in fear  \nAs he walks to the unknown and begins to disappear  \n  \n\"Wait!\" yelled Ethan who had thought to stay back  \n\"I can't let you leave, not without me on your track\"  \n  \nEthan then runs forward into the unknown  \nBut now he was scared fore his lovers not shown  \n  \n\"Oh please, oh please don't leave me this time\"  \nBecause he had known their love was divine  \n  \nHe then feels a touch that had left him cold  \nAs he turns around and feels his heart unfold  \n  \n\"I'm sorry, I'm sorry\" Ethan had said  \n\"For what? Because you felt it should have been you instead?  \n  \nEthan gives a nod into Aidens chest  \n\"No, because I know it would have been best  \n  \nMy pain would be over and it would have subdued  \nAnd then I wouldn't always be thinking of you!\"\n\n\u0026nbsp; Aiden looks down as he smiles with tears  \nas the other looks up no longer in fear  \n  \n\"But you have people who love you waiting down there\"  \n\"No! I have someone who loves me and he's standing right here\"  \n  \nAiden now clueless on what to say  \nWas trying to keep the painful goodbye at bay  \n  \nEthan lifts his head as he starts to talk  \n\"Can I just ask that we have this one last walk?\"  \n  \nAiden now smiles and puts out his hand  \nAs Ethan reaches out and looks somewhat sad  \n  \n\"I'm going to miss you, you know that I hope\"  \n\"I'll miss you too, but I don't want you to mope\"  \n  \nEthan had smiled although somewhat scared  \nKnowing this would be the last moment they shared  \n  \nThey walk hand in hand with little silence  \nAs they walked towards the end Ethan to feel tense  \n  \nAiden looked down, they're both crying right now  \nAnd they both express their love, both sharing a vow  \n  \nAiden gave a squeeze and said \"Well it's my time to go\"  \nAs Ethan just screamed \"NO! I say no!\"  \n  \n\"I'm sorry my love, but this is my end\"  \n\"I will not stand here and believe that you're dead!\"  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; Aiden now felt his lover cry and tremble in sorrow  \nBecause he knew that this would not be here tomorrow  \n  \n\"I'll truly miss you and love you i do  \nAnd I'd want nothing more then to be with you  \n  \nBut this is my time and surely you know.\"  \nEthan just nods unsure to let go  \n  \n\"I'm sorry, I'm sorry to make it about me.  \nIt's just hard to think that now we can't be.\"  \n  \n\"I know, I know\" as Aiden held close  \nBut now his time was up as his fate had been chose  \n  \nEthans eyes now widened as it was abundantly clear  \nAs his lover had smile and began to disappear  \n  \nThey both looked at each other, in smile, and tears  \nHand in hand as he faded right there  \n  \n\"I love you, Aiden\" he said in an unbearably sad sight  \n\"I love you too, Ethan\" Aiden said before vanising in light  \n  \nEthan collapsed in unbearable pain  \nAs he clenched his fist knowing life won't be the same  \n  \nHe then sat alone in this room of all white light  \nAs he began to feel his muscles clench and get tight  \n  \nHe couldn't suppress his feelings no more  \nPain, grief, and sorrow gave his heart a sore  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; He then screamed out \"Why!\" as loud as he could  \nAs his tears became rivers which can be understood  \n  \nBecause he just lost the love of all his life  \nAnd now his heart will never suffice  \n  \nHe sat alone for hours in this spiritual place  \nAs he then stood up with tears still down his face  \n  \nHe then reached his room and laid in his bed  \n'I'll love and miss you so much Aiden' he had said in his head  \n  \nEthan slowly weeped as he began to rest  \nAnd woke up next morning with a note on his chest  \n  \nEthan now felt he was put in deadlock  \nas he read this letter completely in shock  \n  \n'Dear Ethan' was what the first line had read  \n'I don't want to leave you with inconclusive thoughts in your head  \n  \n  \nSo please don't blame yourself for that night  \nbecause you gave it your damnedest for me just to fight  \n  \nYou protected me as I laid in that bed  \nAnd no one would guess that I would be dead  \n  \nBut you pushed on and smiled beside me  \nAnd I love you for that, more then their could be  \n  \nAnd you were the only one their when the doctor had said  \nThat I don't have long before I am dead  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; But you held my hand and decided to stay  \nAs you had watched my life begin to slip away  \n  \nFinally, then my heart-line went flat  \nAs I said I love you and you said it back  \n  \nAnd the last memory I has was you smiling at me  \nWhile I shut my eyes and smile slowly  \n  \nNow Ethan please would you do this for me?  \nKeep living on and do not dwell on me  \n  \nBecause I'm right there close to your heart  \nSo do not think that were ever apart  \n  \nWe've done so many magnificent things through our years  \nand all those memories I will hold dear  \n  \nSo, Ethan please, I don't want you to fret  \nBecause our love had grown stronger don't forget  \n  \nSo Ethan dear I'll love and miss you  \nAnd I've never felt this so strong and true  \n  \nGoodbye, Ethan I love you  \n  \nEthan now felt the tears coming down  \nBut this time he smiled not giving a frown  \n  \n\"I'll love and miss you too Aiden my love  \nyou really know what to say when push comes to shove\"  \n  \nHe then stood up because the day had to start  \nAnd then saw a necklace with a solid gold heart  \n  \nIt was a locket so he then looked inside  \nA picture of them both on each side  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; He then closed the locket to look at the back  \nIt said I love you which made his heart go slack  \n  \nEthan then put it on, happily in pride  \nBecause his emotions for Aiden he could not hide  \n  \nAnd now he knew they'd never be apart  \nBecause of his locket that was shaped as a heart  \n  \nAnd he knew that someday they'll be together  \nLove, harmony, unity, and eternally forever  \n  \nGoodbye, Aiden I love you  \n  \n  \n\u0026nbsp;  \n  \n\n"}