{"sf1_id":228819,"sf2_id":"bebOp5Am","title":"I am","author":"Einganam Fallen","words":157,"posted_at":"2011-03-08T14:19:00.000Z","tags":["Dragon","Lost","Poem","Poetry","Sad","closed","cold","hope"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/228819-i-am","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/bebOp5Am","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/57/29/5729b459-4fa5-4e1c-9562-5291e5b6bf96","description":"#2 of Poems","content":"\u0026nbsp;\n\n_I am cold and closed_\n\n_I wonder what the after life holds for me_\n\n_I hear the scornful comments that most people think of me_\n\n_I see a baron wasteland pledged by the walking dead_\n\n_I want to find true happiness in ones loving touch_\n\n_I am cold and closed_\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n_I pretend to be human_\n\n_I feel Death's kiss so close and cold_\n\n_I touch the moiré wishing for others to see my true being_\n\n_I worry about little_\n\n_I cry on the inside over the deaths of the people close to my heart_\n\n_I am cold and closed_\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n_I understand that my physical being is human_\n\n_I say that life is mostly hell with a little happiness_\n\n_I dream I'll find the right person to love and open up to_\n\n_I try to live this life I've been dealt_\n\n_I hope I'll find other who are like me_\n\n_I am cold and closed_\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poems","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/228818-invisible.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/228820-a-cinquain-of-my-high-school.json"}}