{"sf1_id":231222,"sf2_id":"dmBxEK21","title":"To Silence the Pure Part One","author":"LillyOpossum","words":1763,"posted_at":"2011-03-16T09:41:00.000Z","tags":["Blood","Clean","Dark","F/solo","Gore","Harsh","Morbid","Trans gender","Violence","Violence (Not In Yiff)","Wolf"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/231222-to-silence-the-pure-part-one","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/dmBxEK21","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/08/e8/08e8574d-bb92-4874-8915-608e44eaa136","description":"","content":"To Silence the Pure.  \n  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;Ok so this is your standard warning.\u0026nbsp; If you are, under 18 or the legal age to read porn in your area, then hit the back button.\u0026nbsp; Also if you don't like the tags for the story then, don't read it.\u0026nbsp; Other than that hope you like it.\u0026nbsp; To repeat, if you are under age, or do not like the tags on the story, then hit the back button now.\u0026nbsp; Thank you.\u0026nbsp;  \n  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\\*\\*PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS IS SOMETHING THAT CAME TO MIND WHEN I WAS FEELING MORBID.\u0026nbsp; SO THIS IS GOING TO HAVE DEATH, SNUFF, BLOOD, AND MESS LIKE THAT.\u0026nbsp; SO IF YOUR OFFEND EASILY THEN DON'T READ PAST THIS.\u0026nbsp; YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.\\*\\*  \n  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;You know, I'm reminded of many things as I lie here.\u0026nbsp; The whole thing about your life flashing before your eyes isn't exactly true.\u0026nbsp; You remember the choices that you made, making you wonder if I had made the ones that I did would it have happened like this.\u0026nbsp; I let out a weak whimper as I rolled over, onto my side.\u0026nbsp; My time was coming, but it just seemed to be taking for ever.\u0026nbsp; My body started to slow, the pool of red around me growing.\u0026nbsp; My eyes slowly focused on my out stretched hand, seeing the blackish grey fur there covered in my crimson blood.\u0026nbsp; That line form the song, Mad World suddenly springs to mind.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"I find it kinda funny.\"\u0026nbsp; I started to whisper the song.\u0026nbsp; \"I find it kinda sad, dreams in witch I'm dying are the best I ever had.\"\u0026nbsp; I said, choking and hacking a bit, the metallic taste of blood filling my muzzle, with my fading strength I spat it out.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;You know, you think that I would be sad, or depressed.\u0026nbsp; Strangely I'm not, I'm rather at peace.\u0026nbsp; The stinging and burning pain that I felt through out my body slowly draining away.\u0026nbsp; I knew that I was covered in numerous cuts,scratches, burns and who knows what other kinds of wounds, but they were all superficial.\u0026nbsp; I used what little will I had left to lift myself onto my hands and knees, and then folding back, and sitting on my knees.\u0026nbsp; I knew that the reapers cold claws where digging into me, chilling my dying body and sapping the last of my strength, causing me to shiver.\u0026nbsp; I had to fight it, I didn't know why or how long I could make it but I had to.\u0026nbsp;  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"If I'm going to die, I'm going to die bathed in the light of the moon, in the Goddess' arms.\"\u0026nbsp; I mumbled and doubled over in pain.\u0026nbsp; The wave that washed over me was crippling, and emanating from what was to be my killing blow.\u0026nbsp; My howls of pain soon became more of a gurgling and retching sounds.\u0026nbsp; The sounds being over come with the splattering sound of the blood and what little food I had in me, several waves over came me as I kept violently expelling my stomach.\u0026nbsp; Gasping for air as it ended, I sat there panting and waiting for the room around me to stop spinning.\u0026nbsp; I felt the warmth of the blood covering my front, staining the once snow white fur of my chest.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;On unstable feet and shakier knees I stood up and nearly fell.\u0026nbsp; I stumbled over to the table and used it to steady myself.\u0026nbsp; I was in the kitchen of an old abounded house, a glittering beam of light shown through the old bed sheets that acted as curtains.\u0026nbsp; Slowly I stepped forward, making my way to the door.\u0026nbsp; Wobbling, and staggering as if I was an infant just learning to walk.\u0026nbsp; The silence in the room was deafening, so much so, that I could here the splatter of the blood dripping.\u0026nbsp; After an agonizingly long walk I reached for the curtains and pulled them to the side, smiling weakly as the light washed over me, and seeing that the glass door wasn't boarded up or anything.\u0026nbsp; It was locked, but for even my shaking paws was nothing to unlock.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"Finally.\"\u0026nbsp; I gasped as I felt the cool night air washing over me.\u0026nbsp; The soft wind whispering through my matted fur and hair.\u0026nbsp; With blurry eyes I looked around, taking in the surroundings.\u0026nbsp; It shortly dawning on me.\u0026nbsp; I was in the old house just off the main road, the one surrounded by woods.\u0026nbsp; I saw the head lights glittering through the trees as I started walking.\u0026nbsp; Moving from tree to tree, using them to help hold myself up.\u0026nbsp; The color was starting to fade from my sight as I kept moving.\u0026nbsp; Even in the dimly lit forest, the once vivid green trees began to fade into a dull grey color.\u0026nbsp; Stopping by a tree as another wave of nausea hit me, the quiet of the woods shattering as I gagged and started vomiting again, splattering the pure red mess against the tree and my paws.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"Goddess, just.\"\u0026nbsp; I stopped and started walking again, panting as I grew weaker and weaker.\u0026nbsp; \"Take me now.\u0026nbsp; Your kitten is ready to come home.\"\u0026nbsp; I said as I got closer to the passing lights of the cars.\u0026nbsp; Stopping at the last tree along the edge, the road just a yard or so ahead.\u0026nbsp; My body didn't feel anymore, I was numb, I could hardly see, hardly breath, all I could hear was a ringing as I took a step, only falling to my knees.\u0026nbsp; On hands and knees I started crawling, my hands and knees flatting the grass, and leaving a trail of bloody prints as I kept moving.\u0026nbsp; After what seemed a life time I made it to the street's edge and collapsed.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"Well, at least now some one can find me and tell my family what happened.\"\u0026nbsp; I murmured softy as felt the smooth concrete under my face and hands.\u0026nbsp; With bloody fingers I wrought my name.\u0026nbsp; \"Silver, Shanoa, Frostpaw.\"\u0026nbsp; Under my name I scrawled the words, \"I'll miss you mom.\"\u0026nbsp; With the last \"m\" of the word I pulled my hand close, and with the last of my energy, I curled up, shriving and letting out a few soft whimpers and mumbling a good bye.\u0026nbsp; A blindingly white light appearing in my sight, so bright it made me whimper.\u0026nbsp; It was then, I herd something.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"Thank you,\u0026nbsp; I'm coming home.\"\u0026nbsp; I said reaching out into the light, answering the voice that I herd, knowing it was the voice of the Goddess, of whom had come to take me home, to wrap me in her warm embrace.\u0026nbsp; I herd the voice talking, but I couldn't make out what was being said.\u0026nbsp; \"Are we going to paradise?\"\u0026nbsp; I asked the voice as I felt a hand touching me, and the light disappearing into the swirl of blackness as I passed out.\u0026nbsp; Finally being released and moving on to the promised land, to paradise.\u0026nbsp; I could feel a wash of movement around me, hands all over me, working there holy magic.\u0026nbsp; Slowly warming my body, washing the pain and filth away.\u0026nbsp;  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;I came to lying on a bed that was unlike anything that I had ever slept on.\u0026nbsp; It was soft, but it had the right amount of support in the right places.\u0026nbsp; Slowly sitting up and looking around I found that I was in a room not unlike my own.\u0026nbsp; The only differences, there where no TV, paintings on the walls or any of my electronics.\u0026nbsp; I slid to the side of the bed and got up, finding the floor like a hard wood floor but with out the nipping cold.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"Come, young one.\u0026nbsp; I need to speak with you.\"\u0026nbsp; A soft female voice spoke, the sound echoing in my head softly as I followed.\u0026nbsp; My body felt right, perfect even, my fur, soft and silky with no signs of any of the wounds that I had when I passed out.\u0026nbsp; It was then that it hit me, I was dead and in heaven.\u0026nbsp; \"Are you lost?\"\u0026nbsp; The voice called again.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"No ma'am.\"\u0026nbsp; I called back, not knowing why I said ma'am, the voice just seemed to command respect.\u0026nbsp; I walked out of my room to find myself in a large and overly ornate hallway.\u0026nbsp; Looking to the end of it, I saw what confirmed that I was in paradise.\u0026nbsp; I walked forward and shortly found myself at the foot of the throne of the Goddess of the moon.\u0026nbsp; I fell to my knees and bowed, offering a short prayer.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"Young one, I have watched the things that happened to you.\u0026nbsp; I'm sorry that such horrors befell a child of mine.\"\u0026nbsp; She spoke ever so softly, her voice was sweet and soothing like the voice of a mother.\u0026nbsp; \"Rest well, in knowing\u0026nbsp; that soon you shall find that they have meet there just desserts, and your family will join you here in paradise.\"\u0026nbsp; She said stepping down and resting a paw on my shoulder.\u0026nbsp; Her paw where as soft as silk, all of her fur was a pristine, snow white.  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"Thank you great mother.\"\u0026nbsp; I said purring softly, for the first time in what seemed like a long time.\u0026nbsp; \"I know that you wouldn't let anything like that befall your children and not justify it.\"\u0026nbsp; I said looking up.\u0026nbsp; \"I know that it was my last trial, to make sure I was worthy to be here, and being in your presence.\"\u0026nbsp; I said smiling, a warm, happy feeling bubbling up inside of me as I looked into her eyes.\u0026nbsp;  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; \u0026nbsp;\"Such noble and pure words.\u0026nbsp; Coming from one so pure and strong of heart.\"\u0026nbsp; She said walking back to her throne.\u0026nbsp; \"Stand child, I have to ask you something important.\u0026nbsp; This is nothing to take lightly.\"\u0026nbsp; She said as I stood up.\u0026nbsp; \"I can grant you passage back to the world of the living.\"\u0026nbsp; She said, her voice becoming stern.\u0026nbsp; \"At a small cost.\u0026nbsp; You will return to the world like you never left, your body broken and beaten.\u0026nbsp; You will be saddled with the responsibility to bring or attackers to justice.\u0026nbsp; If you where to die in the process of it, you will end of back here.\"\u0026nbsp; She said standing.\u0026nbsp; \"But as long as you continue living that way you have you will all ways have a seat here in my kingdom.\"\u0026nbsp; She said walking over to me, resting both hands on my shoulders.\u0026nbsp; \"What is your answer child?\"\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp; To be continued?  \n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; 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