{"sf1_id":231664,"sf2_id":"J1OKy641","title":"Work-end out of sight","author":"Daelin_the_Storyteller","words":218,"posted_at":"2011-03-17T23:54:00.000Z","tags":["Fatigue","bitter","essay","everyday","work"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/231664-work-end-out-of-sight","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/J1OKy641","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/65/4a/654a804f-ece1-4bde-a51d-e28f7f3ff5b9","description":"","content":"I think\u0026nbsp;that you could call this an\u0026nbsp;essay. :S I wrote it an afternoon when I was really fed up with homework and \"important\" meetings etc. I was\u0026nbsp;kindof mad at\u0026nbsp;real life and wanted to dwell in the arts, but had no time for it :-/\n\nEnjoy and feel free to vote/comment.\n\n-Daelin\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEverybody is calling for me. Wanting me. Wanting to change me. To build a landscape of their own on my back.\n\nWhat are you expecting from me?\n\nHow come this coat is so soaked?\n\nI fight; striding through oceans of dead,\u0026nbsp;ink-drenced trees, not getting damn closer to anything that matters. Some mysterious force must be working against my progress. Maybe it is life itself. Or maybe it is\u0026nbsp;your goddamn ignorance\n\nSo what are you expecting from me?\n\nWhat do you value so much as to spend your miserable time on it?\n\nI crawl and crawl through the webs, but the spiders are always out of sight. Out of reach. Walls are everywhere. Always. Endlessly. I am tired. So damn tired! But I cannot sleep because I know that the\u0026nbsp;sleeping will drown before they wake.\n\nWhat are you expecting from me?\n\nFrom whom can you expect anything at all, when it seems so damn obvious that our little snail trails are in vain?\n\nWhat can\u0026nbsp;_you_ expect?\n\n  \n  \n\n"}