{"sf1_id":232210,"sf2_id":"bebOB7Am","title":"So Much","author":"cnbfox","words":130,"posted_at":"2011-03-19T21:39:00.000Z","tags":["Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/232210-so-much","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/bebOB7Am","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/28/a8/28a8085e-f7f2-4798-83b9-41a9574fc27c","description":"","content":"So much pain so much sorrow so much toil\n\nTrying to make ends meet.\u0026nbsp; I need a way out\n\nNeed a way to make ends meet so I strive to do my best\n\nRegardless what others say. The harder I work the more pain\n\nI suffer trying to please my parents only to get blasted\n\nHard work doesn't pay off it only leads to suffering.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSo I try to do the best I can so I can face myself in the mirror.\u0026nbsp; So\n\nIf my parents blast me and people mock me I can smile seeing\n\nMyself in the mirror knowing I'm not them I'm me and that brings a\n\nSmile to my face as I look in the mirror and see myself as who I ought to be.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}