{"sf1_id":236842,"sf2_id":"mW3KX3Bm","title":"Poem: descent into madness","author":"Dalthios Vynar","words":191,"posted_at":"2011-04-03T00:42:00.000Z","tags":["Death","Depression","Insanity","Sorrow"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/236842-poem-descent-into-madness","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/mW3KX3Bm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/f0/d9/f0d9668f-b255-4966-ac7a-6d0069ac6348","description":"","content":"This is a piece of poetry i wrote once while depressed, if i get enough feedback i might consider uploading my other poetry as well, and dont worry none of them are as moody as this one, im more of a love poem writer :P\n\nI lay in bed another sleepless night,  \nStaring up at the roof in the dark.  \nWondering how long i can keep us this fight,  \nBefore my final surrender will spark.  \n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIm losing the will to continue, to Try,  \nslowly my will to fight is fading,  \nevery day i walk with my head in the sky,  \ni know that my mind is degrading.\n\nand as the darkness surrounds my heart,\u0026nbsp;  \nand i turn slowly wicked and cruel.  \ni know deep down inside this is only the start,  \nif i look for escape im a fool  \n  \nThere is only one thing now that my heart it can save  \nOne final chance to survive, to avoid a quick meet with the grave  \nI need to find love, with light that pierces the deadly shadows  \nAnd only Love straight to my heart, keeps me from soon burial in paddows.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}