# the Hardships of Today

Author: Kael Falconvale
Tags: Depressing, Depression, Help, failing, life, lonelyness, time

Screaming words to the end of time,  
Finding out that they mean nothing to me,  
Slowly finding out that failure is my option,  
Why can't I work?  
Am I broken?  
The things going on,  
Hurting my life in ways I can't fix,  
I just need to realize I can do anything,  
Just the times have changed,  
I don't want to do anything,  
Why?  
So much is needed from me,  
Yet I can't yet do anything about it.  
  
Why me?  
Why me, because it was never a choice for me,  
To never succeed in this life,  
To just fail like another person in hell,  
Everyone wants me to succeed,  
Yet I feel as though I can't,  
Yet if I don't I lose everything,  
But why don't I care?  
  
Life just seems too hard for me to continue,  
I need to learn to fend for myself in life,  
Yet my life is what's hurting me the most,  
Time needs to just stop in its tracks so I can have it all,  
Just the way they all wanted.  
  
Now I need the help more than ever,  
But the help that comes my way is to slow,  
The need for more help is needed,  
But none is forth coming.  
Now I must wait to fail more..

Source: https://sofurry.com/s/AnKbKN0m