{"sf1_id":251997,"sf2_id":"JewDlG6m","title":"Realization","author":"Zam Ogan","words":149,"posted_at":"2011-05-24T02:57:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry","free-style","realization","stupidity"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/251997-realization","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/JewDlG6m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/51/b6/51b6f8ae-8b77-4884-8e08-ead20319c9eb","description":"","content":" **Realization**\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWallowing in my own self-pity\n\nLackadaisical in nature\n\nTry to remain blissfull\n\nBut within life comes realization\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt's too late now\n\nI fucked up\n\nI can't change what's already been undone\n\nI should have done what was due\n\nWhen the time was right\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBut now\n\nWithin my self-pity\n\nWithin my realization\n\nComes the light of a truth I can't hide\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI shouldn't be doing this\n\nI won't be doing this\n\nNot any more\n\nIt's time for me to change\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI will do what's due\n\nAnd fight for what's right\n\nFrom this moment onward\n\nNo looking back.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n* * *\n\nPretty much how I feel and am at this particular moment. Just thought I'd upload this as some sort of mental release, I need to stop being so easy-going about everything and take charge for a change. Anyways, hope you like it.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}