{"sf1_id":256834,"sf2_id":"1pxkGpM1","title":"Sorrow","author":"Silverpaw3","words":200,"posted_at":"2011-06-08T01:09:00.000Z","tags":["Clean","Emotional","No-Yiff","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/256834-sorrow","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/1pxkGpM1","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=256834\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"Sorrow\n\nBuried deep inside\n\nMy feelings I tried to hide\n\nOf being found out I was scared\n\nBut soon I no longer cared\n\nThe drugs coursing through my veins wiped out all of the shame\n\nAnd only you are to blame\n\nYour Anger and Hatred\n\nNever abated\n\nScared I ran for my room\n\nAnd slowly I begin to wish for my doom\n\nMy world became a blur\n\nAnd when I crashed I'm not sure\n\nMy body I abused\n\nAnd defeat I refused\n\nThat fateful night\n\nThat horrible fight\n\nNow time has past\n\nAnd it goes by so fast\n\nI am forever haunted by that sight\n\nAs I lie awake at night\n\nMy secret is now out in the open\n\nAnd yet I find myself still moopin\n\nMy true self you never did know\n\nBefore you had to go\n\nOver my computer you do sit\n\nAnd only now can I talk to you about this shit\n\nAll those times we had fun\n\nMake me proud to be your son\n\nOnly those good memories I wish to remember\n\nAnd the others I attempt to dismember\n\nAs I sit here I wish I could die\n\nAs from the pain I begin to cry\n\n  \n  \n\n"}