{"sf1_id":259629,"sf2_id":"A1pZvVqm","title":"LOVE OF A MONSTER!","author":"Darian The Neon Wolf","words":694,"posted_at":"2011-06-18T00:21:00.000Z","tags":["song"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/259629-love-of-a-monster","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/A1pZvVqm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/82/b8/82b8f44a-c3df-4dfc-95af-d42cef94cf35","description":"","content":"LOVE OF A MONSTER\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWhen you were feeling down,\n\nI raised you from the ground.\n\nWith every piece of love,\n\nMy heart will stay as yours as long as you hold me close,\n\nI promise to protect you with my life.\n\nBecause...\n\nYou are the only one, the only thing in my life that keeps me truly happy!\n\nI'd carry you on my back, all the way across this land and sea,\n\nSo please look at me, and tell me what you see!\n\nAm I the one you want to lie with?\n\nOr am I am the monster that you would fear?!\n\nPlease, tell me now, because I can't hold back this bleeding fear of losing you again!\n\nEvery dream I've had, is blessed by you,\n\nYour gentle kiss, cradles me to sleep,\n\nI could never think of a different life without you here by me!\n\nSo come on, come on! Take my hand all I'll bring you up to lay in a cherry tree, I'll hold you close and never let go, so don't worry... because I'll never let you fall...\n\nDeep in my heart, you know you'll find, the love for you, so once more I'll ask but with a twist,\n\nAm I the monster you feared so much?\n\nOr do you see the warmth inside my frozen heart?!\n\nI can't hold back,\n\nI'm bleeding the truth,\n\nStaining the ground in cold red blood,\n\nFreezing my body with every tear,\n\nHate and sorrow controlling my every move,\n\nAll till you call my name, I stop seeing what I had done,\n\nBurning flames and broken hearts, I see you crying in the corner,\n\nStricken by fear you shake and shiver, as I walk closer, head hanged down as I collapse to your feet, with a smile I whisper the thanks I owe to you, for snapping me back to the real me, the gentle and forgiving wolf that I was meant to be, with one last sigh I black out, a metal heart held in my hand, gripped so tight, afraid to lose...\n\nHold me close, calm the beast that lingers inside, help me repair the damage that was done, and in return I'll love you for the time that we are given to live.\n\nListening the breeze that blows the leaves across the ground, I open the door to see you sitting alone on the swing, and I ask you what's wrong.\n\nYou smile to me with watering eyes telling me how much you care, and how lucky you were to have me.\n\nThat's when my face goes stern and I sit beside you, gripping the rope in anger, as I explain that I'm the lucky one not you, without you I'd be the blood hungry beast that lives under my skin,\n\nSo I hold you close, tears running down my face, hopping you'll never go...\n\nSo please... I beg of you... tell me... who I am to you... because all I have to offer you... is the love of a monster...\n\nIt's all because of this broken world that I'm torn apart, killing whatever is left of me!\n\n?\n\nSo help me please,\n\nFind out who I really am,\n\nI'm so confused,\n\nSo misunderstood,\n\nWhy can't anyone help me now?!\n\nIt's all because of you,\n\nFor the reasons why I love,\n\nWhy I feel,\n\nWhy I'm able to show compassion,\n\nMy life is all owed to you!\n\nBut the modern age is corrupting my thoughts,\n\nAll I see these days without you nearby is the faded red color of others blood,\n\nMy hands stained red with the sins I've done,\n\nSave me from this horrid nightmare that keeps me chained and lets my beast roam free,\n\nKilling the lives of the innocent,\n\nI'm bleeding from the inside as well as the outside,\n\nBeing torn to nothing by the monster I really am!\n\nYour touch is the only cure for this anger that seeps into my skin,\n\nSo help me please,\n\nI'm lost without you to guide my path!\n\nI admit, I'm nothing without you beside my side,\n\nI love you,\n\nSo please, accept this love... the love of a monster...\n\n  \n  \n\n"}