{"sf1_id":264791,"sf2_id":"pnGbLoMm","title":"Short Poem","author":"Ephemeral_Dreams","words":202,"posted_at":"2011-07-05T07:03:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","M/solo","No-Yiff","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/264791-short-poem","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/pnGbLoMm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/d3/50/d350bac9-326f-489b-9105-6083696e655e","description":"","content":"Was Awake...as every holiday, I tend to get sad :)\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nanywho.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nUntitled\n\nby Ephemeral\\_dreams\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEvery night I lie awake, Staring at the screen.\n\nEver bleeding, the wounds never close.\n\nEvery light I do not see, blind to the shine.\n\nEver weeping, the tears never dry\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI look up to the sky, the ever-shining sun.\n\nAlas it is lost, I only see the shadows.\n\nI try to fix myself, my broken heart.\n\nGlue in hand, picking up a piece by piece.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEach bloody piece, put together one by one.\n\nTear soaked fragments, reminders of the past,\n\nMy effort rewarded only by fresh cut fingers,\n\nDrop the pieces, once again I do.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA pool of blood, sweat and tears.\n\nWhat do I live for, why am I here.\n\nQuestions unanswered, never to be till death.\n\nStuck in a cycle of pain, my best to stay still.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOnly thing I can do, Is to stare.\n\nAt the growing depths of my sorrows\n\nAt the inescapable pit of sadness\n\nIt's sunk so low, no light can visit.\n\nThe dark caves of my soul\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n(c) Ephemeral\\_Dreams. Do not distribute without permission.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThoughts are welcome.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}