{"sf1_id":265016,"sf2_id":null,"title":"After Pawing.","author":"Yure16","words":160,"posted_at":"2011-07-06T01:45:00.000Z","tags":["Gender Confusion","Male","Poetry","cat-fox"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/265016-after-pawing","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/265016","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=265016\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"\nI woke up.\nI realised I was in a cave.\nHow many hours I'm here,\nI don't know.\nI just feel afterglow.\nI try to stand up,\nbut I just can't.\nWhat I have just done,\nsend my energy to the end.\nI close my eyes again,\nwaiting the sleep to come,\nbut all that I get is a miss.\nI want that again.\nMy sexuality had fell apart.\nI was filled with doubts.\nAm I really asexual?\nAm I becoming gay?\nMy tail flicks at the thought.\nI never felt so unsure.\nI wonder why,\nsince I don't think I need a cure.\nWhy is sexuality subject of worries?\nI sat up and took a thought.\nI guess my reflection worth a try.\nI start to ponder what is gonna happen.\nI won't give in to my reason's cry.\nI stand and leave the place.\nMy life is going to change.\nI'll soon realize who I truly am.\n \n"}