{"sf1_id":271295,"sf2_id":"YnLZ5VAe","title":"Jumper","author":"Zelek","words":273,"posted_at":"2011-07-26T21:17:00.000Z","tags":["Dragons Lair This is me challenge"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/271295-jumper","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/YnLZ5VAe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/73/e3/73e3f4b0-d059-4fa9-ac06-7115126bf9ad","description":"","content":"A happy way to begin, obliviousness at its best, a child content to let imagination contain his thoughts, independent of family.\n\nIntelligence and an a never ending curiousness, leading to question better left for an older age, but a mental state begins to wonder what place it stand in the world.\n\nCome fifteen, expressing a secret thats laughed at and dismissed, not once but twice, lashing out in anger, a kicked in door, shattered glass, reclusive nature, reckless action, all failing to succeed at their given goal a retreat into silence and harbored pain.\n\nThoughts of suicide go through a cold computer, only reason and logic to contain, the shape of knives and shudder of skin, in an endlessly confused brain.\n\nUnderstanding and reason awakening on a parent's doorstep, confirmation, a chosen path, not the best, a parent's laugh. Darker thoughts put aside, not chance to preside, over a now content, yet questing mind.\n\nHappier now, surrounded by a choice amount of friends, those that understand and accept in the face of all that they're taught.\u0026nbsp;\n\nNow hoping to make the best out of life, an open mind ready as it can be, to accept the world at its own pace... This is me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThough in whole it doesn't go along with the entire description, the linked song has an important part to the years surrounding my 15th birthday.\n\nLink is to a Youtube page, for problems with link, the song and artist are supplied.\n\n[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdgCajndgNw](http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdgCajndgNw)\u0026nbsp;\n\nJumper, by Third Eye Blind\n\n[Dragons Lair This is Me-Challenge](http://www.sofurry.com/threadview?threadid=11138)\u0026nbsp;\n\nIf none of the links work out, its because i'm new to this, sorry.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}