{"sf1_id":271830,"sf2_id":"znJP7P3e","title":"Emotional state","author":"musicallyinsane","words":129,"posted_at":"2011-07-28T08:05:00.000Z","tags":["Confused","Depression","Gay","Poetry","Sad","alone","expression"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/271830-emotional-state","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/znJP7P3e","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b8/a0/b8a029e7-4007-455a-8460-b6cbc866b46c","description":"","content":"This is just a poem I wrote about how I feel right now in my life. Its not really furry related, but I see myslef as one so I guess it is. Um...I do not know if its any good but, I felt better by writing it. It let me collect my thoughts. I just titled it \"Emotional State...\"\u0026nbsp;\n\nEmotional State\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIs it fear of rejection that leads to anxiety?\n\nLivid, terrified\n\nOverwhelmed\n\nBrought into perspective\n\nDenial, renounce\n\nRemorse\n\nIs it fear of retaliation that leads to secrets?\n\nReserved, secluded\n\nAlone\n\nAfraid to express\n\nBroken, beaten\n\nAshamed\n\nIs it fear of loss that leads to seclusion?\n\nBleeding, scars\n\nAgonized\n\nLoss of sleep\n\nCoping, crying\n\nUnfeeling\n\nOr is it fear of my true self\n\n\u0026nbsp;that scares me the most...\n\n  \n  \n\n"}