{"sf1_id":279182,"sf2_id":null,"title":"A Waking Nightmare","author":"Theo Shadowfang","words":154,"posted_at":"2011-08-21T04:24:00.000Z","tags":["Depression","Insanity","Poetry","insomnia"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/279182-a-waking-nightmare","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/279182","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=279182\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"I sit in the darkness  \nMy elbows on my knees  \nI stare at the ground  \nAs it's useless to look around  \nFor all I will see  \nIs the dark that envelopes me  \nA moment later  \nI change my mind  \nAnd I look around  \nTo see what I will find  \nBut all I see is painful memories  \nThat haunt me again  \nFor the billionth time  \nA happy memory  \nWould be sublime  \nBut the feral roar  \nOf my internal war  \nDrowns them out  \nAnd takes me with it  \nAs I let out a strangled shout  \nAnd before I have time  \nTo so much as think  \nI blink  \nAnd it is over\n\n--------------------------------------\n\nHey, folks! This is jus a little poem I wrote whilst sitting in the dark and thinking about my past. I tried to desrcribe in poem form what occaisionally happens to me while I'm alone.\u0026nbsp; Hope you guys liked it! Please comment and rate!\n\n  \n  \n\n"}