{"sf1_id":280186,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Change","author":"Namyrolis","words":145,"posted_at":"2011-08-24T04:06:00.000Z","tags":["Depressing","Depression","Desperation","Destruction","Emotion","Emotional","Pain","Poem","Real Life","Realistic","hurt","moral","truth"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/280186-change","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/280186","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=280186\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"Change.\n\nWhat defines change,\n\nIs it something unique,\n\nOr otherwise special?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nCan a person ever really change,\n\nCan one honestly admit that they aren't the same,\n\nThat somehow something snapped,\n\nOr that some switch was flipped?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWill I myself ever change,\n\nStop running from what I want to be,\n\nStop running from the rolling thunder,\n\nOr is it simply not possible?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI want to open my heart,\n\nShow everyone who I want to be,\n\nTo show that I can create my own path,\n\nTo show that I'm not afraid.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI wish to show the world,\n\nYearn to lead a path away,\n\nFrom the Destruction I have become,\n\nAway from the disintegration.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe sad but Holy Truth,\n\nIs that one can never truly change,\n\nIs that one is stuck being who they are,\n\nIs that one can be doomed, or saved.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}