{"sf1_id":293513,"sf2_id":"q1xZv3qm","title":"Lost My Empathy","author":"Leon Wolfric","words":180,"posted_at":"2011-10-07T02:39:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Sad","Wolf","life"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/293513-lost-my-empathy","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/q1xZv3qm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/9a/e8/9ae80de6-fb89-493f-9099-00ae952caf31","description":"","content":"I have lost my empathy,\n\nDeath no longer bothers me,\n\nMaybe am blind\n\nI could never see,\n\nYou mourn and pity them, why are the deaths of men,\n\nA bad thing?\n\nAlways wanting life,\n\nIn this world of strife,\n\nWhat is it I'm missing?\n\nDoes this make me cruel?\n\nI don't want to be a tool,\n\nOnly there to be used,\n\nBy the hands of God and man.\n\nYou're always arguing,\n\nTrying to decide,\n\nTo whom this land belongs,\n\nWhen you die,\n\nI do not pity you,\n\nI fucking envy you,\n\nWhy do you\u0026nbsp; try to,\n\nAvoid death for so long?\n\nI want to go,\n\nGet out of here,\n\nJust run away,\n\nFrom this forsaken place,\n\nI'm feeling trapped again,\n\nI can never win,\n\nProlonging this existence is pointless,\n\nIt's gonna end,\n\nAnd so I'm gonna be reckless,\n\nWhen someone dies,\n\nYou break down and cry,\n\nBut why?\n\nI just can't decide,\n\nCan't make up my mind,\n\nWhy do I think this way?\n\nI can't value your life,\n\nAnd I think the reason why,\n\nIs I don't value mine.  \n\u0026nbsp;\n\n  \n  \n\n"}