{"sf1_id":299332,"sf2_id":"k1V2ER71","title":"So Here I Go","author":"Leon Wolfric","words":136,"posted_at":"2011-10-25T02:39:00.000Z","tags":["Death","Depression","M/solo","No-Yiff","Poem","Sad","ryhme","self hate"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/299332-so-here-i-go","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/k1V2ER71","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/be/86/be869cba-3401-4ece-8bef-8d6d702e1f6b","description":"","content":"Hear the drum beat,\n\nGot knocked off my feet,\n\nDrop to the ground,\n\nMy ears devoid of sound,\n\nMy time has come,\n\nMy song was sung,\n\nAnd now it's time for me to leave,\n\nAnd if you please,\n\nDon't say a word,\n\nYou should have heard,\n\nI tried to say,\n\nJust go away,\n\nBut ya didn't listen,\n\nYou just insisted,\n\nDidn't want it,\n\nNone of this shit,\n\nBut still it stayed,\n\nAnd I realize now,\n\nThat I was played,\n\nI'm full of hate,\n\nAnd you're too late,\n\nNo one was there for me,\n\nBut now I will be free,\n\nJust end my life,\n\nCuz you were right,\n\nI'm just a faggot and a queer,\n\nAnd I don't,\n\nDeserve to be here,\n\nSo here I go,\n\nJust wanted you to know,\n\nI'm sorry for what I am\n\n  \n  \n\n"}