# Making the world more perfect

Author: KoriWolf
Tags: Depression, Female, Suicide, sadness

Making the world more perfect  
  
My name is Jennifer Anne Blacksmith,  
fourty and therefore not the youngest,  
many young women I cannot compete with,  
not filigrane, always built the strongest  
  
Look at the advertisment on the street  
young, perfect, like this they smile at them  
they are the reason I have no man to meet  
All that matters, sex sells tells even Uncle Sam  
  
You might have might have seen me in the fashion store,  
all those, wonderful, beautiful clothing, I can't bear it  
The new parisian designer jeans, I just stood before  
crying at home over the fact I will not be able to wear it  
  
I am different and not what all the males expect  
all my life, I have been laughed at, pushed around  
I was the object on which the hate was to project  
always and ever the ugliest being in the crowd  
  
They never care for that is to find in my soul  
if you do not offer what are wishing for  
then you are pushed aside for their sexy idol  
who cares for values in the depth of your core?  
  
I have tried so hard to keep on going  
depression, frustation and desperation  
the only things which were growing  
Okay, I got it, I am nothing for this nation!

  All you young and beatiful listen to me  
as I load this gun and do want you want me too  
just take a moment, focus once on me so you see  
  
I am making this world more perfect,  
  
Just... for you?

Source: https://sofurry.com/s/pnGjkogm