{"sf1_id":316775,"sf2_id":null,"title":"Females.txt","author":"Yure16","words":142,"posted_at":"2011-12-15T02:47:00.000Z","tags":["Fear","Female","Gender","Male","Various","cat-fox"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/316775-females-txt","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/view/316775","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=316775\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"\nEyes.\nBody.\nI feel like an open book.\nI have nothing to hide.\nI have to stay apart.\nSo apart.\nThey will notice,\nif I move.\nThey will notice,\nif I breath.\nIsn't like I can be myself\naround them.\nThey will judge\nall my words.\nThey will judge\nall my moves.\nIsn't like I can be myself\naround them.\nAround them.\nI must keep my muzzle shut\nor they will be able to read\nthe underlines of my lips.\nMy words will\nbackfire.\nMy limbs will\ndisobey.\nGod, where should I\nstep and fall?\nWhere to step?\nI stopped thinking\nand I should also stop feeling.\nI feel ashamed of myself.\nHumiliated.\nAnd futile.\nSo futile.\nI want to run, I want to hide\nand maybe die.\nEverything to run from the eyes\nof an horde of angels\navaliating my soul.\n"}