{"sf1_id":317484,"sf2_id":"rnad7PZm","title":"Haunted","author":"Master Torben","words":148,"posted_at":"2011-12-17T11:17:00.000Z","tags":["Pain","Poem","alone","loss"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/317484-haunted","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/rnad7PZm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/2c/3a/2c3acd2f-6244-4a32-8c10-9fdf5945a330","description":"","content":"Final Entry I hope you enjoy\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHaunted by what could've been.  \nIf only i'd known she was the one.  \nSigns present itself only to be ignored  \nBy selfish arrogants.\n\nFear clouded my view,  \nI chose blindly,  \nOnly to lose the one i needed.  \n'If only' triggers the gun,  \nexploding my heart with raw pain,  \nEverytime i see her\n\n.  \nTruth behold, i know i deserve this.  \nTruth be told, she deserves better.  \nTruth is i want to tell her how i feel,  \nThat I revel in the pain she ignites in my soul.\n\nAn addictive game of masquerade,  \nOf holding on to my mask before  \nFalling to pieces over her.  \nI've felt the pain of a lost love,It's eternal.\n\nFelt long after death, i'll mourn the lose of her.  \nIf only....fear didnt keep us apart.  \nIf only fear of living didnt torture me.  \nIf only i'd known.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}