{"sf1_id":334325,"sf2_id":"V1YwwX0m","title":"Poem #28: Rejection","author":"bhscorch1313","words":315,"posted_at":"2012-02-04T00:39:00.000Z","tags":["Love","Poetry","rejection"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/334325-poem-28-rejection","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/V1YwwX0m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/5c/f5/5cf5c4ad-b2d8-4ce5-974c-a9d72f0d415b","description":"#28 of Poetry\n\nA poem about what it feels like to be rejected by someone you love very much.","content":"_Rejection_\n\nCast aside   \nBlood flows free   \n From the wound   \nDeep, ingrained,   \nControlling   \n Containing Love   \nNot yet shared   \n But flowing fast   \n Sticky and red   \n Between my fingers   \n Sickly-sweet scent   \n So fresh   \n Hilt is still present   \n Twist and turn   \nInside my heart.\n\nPain pumps through   \nMy body   \nBlood rushes my ears   \nThump-thump Thump-thump   \n In my head   \n Losing control   \n Emotions welling over   \n Over to sickness   \n Hurl my insecurity   \n Proceed to grief   \n Anger, obsession, love   \nWhat to believe?\n\nThe onrush of feeling   \n Can't control myself   \n Lost my sense of sight   \n But not my eyes   \n I see you in my dreams   \n My sleeping dreams   \n My waking dreams   \n My dreams both   \n Chosen, unchosen   \n You compliment those dreams   \n You haunt those nightmares   \nGhost inside my head.\n\nI feel your touch   \nFeeling me   \nBreaking me to pieces   \nFragments splattered in blood   \nDrinking up my love   \nYou refuse to partake   \nRefuse to bathe   \nNo nourishment for me.\n\nFragments of my mind   \n Pierce my soul   \n Driving me insane   \n Into an early grave   \nCemetery without you   \nBy my side never   \nFeel my breath   \nBreathe my stench   \n It raids your inner core   \n Mine is dust   \n Please scrape me up   \nYou toss me aside.\n\nMy heart pounds with blood   \n Filled with love   \n I've lost myself   \n For you, but   \n You digress   \n I distress   \n My own hell it seems   \n Is inside of me   \nMy own hell is me.\n\nYou cast me aside   \nStab my heart   \n Shatter my mind   \nSpill my blood   \nWound me beyond compare   \n Pierce my soul   \n Break my body   \n Crush my hopes   \n Destroy my dreams   \n Abandon me to   \n My consuming emotions   \n Yet...   \n I obsess you   \n I adore you   \nI need you   \n Feel you, want you   \n Breathe you, crave you   \n Bleed for you   \n Cry for you   \nDream for you   \nDie for you   \n Because I think that   \n I will still, always,   \nLove You.\n\n~bhscorch\n\n[![Creative Commons License](http://i.creativecommons.org/l/by-nd/3.0/88x31.png)](http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nd/3.0/)  \n\"Rejection\" by bhscorch is licensed under a [Creative Commons Attribution-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License](http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nd/3.0/)\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poetry","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/334321-poem-27-sanity.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/334326-poem-29-truth-and-lies.json"}}