{"sf1_id":352458,"sf2_id":"GnDrdW8e","title":"Lost and Confused","author":"Setsuna_Kashii","words":126,"posted_at":"2012-03-11T15:45:00.000Z","tags":["Poem","Poetry","Short"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/352458-lost-and-confused","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/GnDrdW8e","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/44/42/444221fb-a75f-46a6-a7cd-e0880276e1a5","description":"Another poem, after going through 2 more relationships way back when, just me transcribing my thoughts onto paper shrugs","content":" **Lost And Confused**\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nMy heart, broken once again\n\nBy the unfaithfulness of one\n\nAnd the priority of another\n\nAnd yet, it still searches on\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBroken and limp\n\nMy heart searches on\n\nIndecisive and untrusting\n\nFrom the pain it knows\n\nAlways wondering\n\n\"Will I find the one\n\nSo faithful\n\nSo caring\n\nAnd trustworthy\n\nThe one to make sure\n\nMy heart never again\n\nTo be broken\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI long for the love\n\nAnd the sincerity\n\nThe devotion\n\nJust as I would give\n\nAm I doomed to not find such?\n\nDo I live life alone\n\nCold hearted and bitter\n\nClosed off to the world\n\nOr do I keep myself open\n\nAnd susceptible to heartbreak\n\nIn all hopes of finding the one\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n~Setsuna Kashii\n\n9/20/06\n\n  \n  \n\n"}