{"sf1_id":358548,"sf2_id":"A1pb5KMm","title":"Imperfections","author":"Desolation35","words":183,"posted_at":"2012-03-28T19:46:00.000Z","tags":["Poetry","writing"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/358548-imperfections","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/A1pb5KMm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/4b/f4/4bf44c88-d7ec-4b39-be7e-0d64fac663af","description":"I don't really see this as poetry, but it's all I've been able get out of my head.","content":"Not thinking before I speak is the biggest imperfection that I hold. I don't want to send any negative vibes where there are not meant to be and I just overall dont want to say the wrong thing. I can turn into a completely different person when given this opportunity. My other imperfection is the fear of love itself. I hate to lose people that I find close to my heart. I apologize where it is not needed and I over think certain instances in my own life. I think about all of the different possibilities that can happen and assume for the worst. I've already screwed up multiple times so I often wonder why I even bother. I try because I know that everything gets better no matter the circumstance. Being upset is only in the moment; when thinking of that particular instance that send you negative emotion. No human is perfect and I stand as proof. If only there were people not so blind to see it would there never be any violence or negativity. Competition is what drives people's lives.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}