{"sf1_id":361112,"sf2_id":"Vm2BGBGm","title":"My Curse","author":"Anakani","words":194,"posted_at":"2012-04-04T09:35:00.000Z","tags":["Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/361112-my-curse","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Vm2BGBGm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/3e/31/3e315851-e188-4df6-8e8b-d3f91fd381e8","description":"#5 of Poems and Such\n\nA poem done by me","content":"She had turned and walked away, left with remorse in her heart  \nShe had waited for me but no longer  \nShe once asked me if I loved her and silence was my reply  \nKnowing I may die alone never seemed to bother me  \nUntil the day I realized I was alone on the inside  \nShe offered me what I could never find from another and I let her go  \nI pondered the meaning of love and what it meant to me  \nBut I didn't know what it meant to her  \nMany a night I would whisper her name to the wind  \nThis feeling of sadness hindering my every thought as I live my life  \nCould I ever be the person she wanted me to be?  \nI would ask myself this every time her name crossed my mind  \nMarissa, I am still here waiting for you  \nAlone and broken, I wish I could tell you what you wanted to hear  \nIf I could have one more chance to tell you how I feel  \nJust one chance, that moment I would die for  \nTo hold you once more and whisper in your ear  \nI love you\n\n  \n  \n\n","series":{"name":"Poems and Such","previous":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/356965-this-love.json","next":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/362213-sorrow.json"}}