# My Curse

Author: Anakani
Tags: Poem

#5 of Poems and Such

A poem done by me

She had turned and walked away, left with remorse in her heart  
She had waited for me but no longer  
She once asked me if I loved her and silence was my reply  
Knowing I may die alone never seemed to bother me  
Until the day I realized I was alone on the inside  
She offered me what I could never find from another and I let her go  
I pondered the meaning of love and what it meant to me  
But I didn't know what it meant to her  
Many a night I would whisper her name to the wind  
This feeling of sadness hindering my every thought as I live my life  
Could I ever be the person she wanted me to be?  
I would ask myself this every time her name crossed my mind  
Marissa, I am still here waiting for you  
Alone and broken, I wish I could tell you what you wanted to hear  
If I could have one more chance to tell you how I feel  
Just one chance, that moment I would die for  
To hold you once more and whisper in your ear  
I love you

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