{"sf1_id":364603,"sf2_id":"V1YwJ6vm","title":"15 scars and bulimia","author":"Rose_20","words":154,"posted_at":"2012-04-12T23:52:00.000Z","tags":["Doe","Pain","scars"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/364603-15-scars-and-bulimia","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/V1YwJ6vm","image_url":"https://www.sofurryfiles.com/std/thumb?page=364603\u0026ext=.jpg","description":"","content":"\u0026nbsp;all the cuts on my arms tell all the names I was called. My \"fat\" body tells you somebody told me I was fat. I have no words for the time I was assalted and almost raped by the man I thought I could trust. I had no one I was alone and now I trust no one. I haves 15 scars and 20 more the way the women told me in the locker room I was ugly and fat.\n\n\u0026nbsp; I smoke alot now I drink alot of alcohol I wash away my pain. Trust me the I thing I want most is someone I can really trust. I don't want sympathy I want to be a leason to stop bullying and stop words from \"killing\" people or actucauly killing people. I'm unfixible just a washed up toy.\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp;\u0026nbsp; Rose the doe she looks so pretty but has so much pain inside her.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}