{"sf1_id":371539,"sf2_id":"214aJrYe","title":"Prison On Paper","author":"Werefox Inari Sachi","words":247,"posted_at":"2012-04-30T19:53:00.000Z","tags":["Angst","Poetry"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/371539-prison-on-paper","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/214aJrYe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/be/a9/bea94b1c-89ac-4525-a9ed-cb1f8ddec376","description":"Yeah, well... I was feeling fucked up as shit today. Sorry for letting my inner loonie wander around on a keyboard with a Word Processor.","content":"Demon child you knew a place\n\nWe could be together still\n\nEmotions forge a prison\n\nKeep me locked away from you\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWarmth. Warmth trickles down my forehead, as she embraces, pants, a stream of drool from a wolf's tongue.\n\nI am the one who is mounted now, not you--not in sexual enrapturement, no, this is for me in a different, warmer way.\n\nI recieved love from a delusion--a fantasy.\n\nI turn to return, to turn her eye to me--\n\nBut in a turn of the hourglass, she is gone from me.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nNo, demon child; my fantasy--\n\nDon't go, don't stay on paper still\n\nDon't torment me here with silent standing\n\nEmpty lonely days.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nHa. Haha. Hahahahaha...\n\nHahahahahahahaha...\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEverything's broken. BROKEN!\n\nThis is not how it was meant to be--\n\nI BELONG ON THAT PAPER!\n\nGet me out of this filthy, wretched skin!\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nBring me back to you!\n\nObsession!\n\nThat a piece of filthy pornography\n\nCan dominate my days\n\nCan shake me so--drive me to wretched madness\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIs this lonely, bitter me...\n\nThe real me?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIt's funny how--I hide from him.\n\nFunnier still--how such a medication\n\nCan earn nothing but shame and scorn\n\nIs it me, who hates myself--or are there\n\nOnlookers still, who scorn and jeer?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nYou know... me. Every whinging, whining,\n\nAngsty thing...\n\nEvery cry of pain gets met with scorn.\n\nCan't they see that's not what I need?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nNot what I want?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nShe's a substitute.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}