{"sf1_id":378730,"sf2_id":"Oe5bRDlm","title":"Other Poem's","author":"Annoth","words":3238,"posted_at":"2012-05-18T22:51:00.000Z","tags":["Annoth","Blackbird","Blackheart","Death","Dragon","Emotional","Love","M/F","Pain","Poem","Poetry","Zepher","broken","darkness","loss","suffering"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/378730-other-poem-s","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Oe5bRDlm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/c2/e1/c2e19ea7-92ee-4df2-82f6-c86f403a54f1","description":"A bunch of poems that ive writin over the years. Some are how i felt, some are based off a story that friends have writin. And yes they all have read it and I have there permission to write and post these. All are writin from Zepher's POV Zepher is my main OC. And some are just for venting. If you want to know about specific one's please ask and i'll let you know. i dont mind telling.\nZepher Blackbird is a furdragon. If your wondering why furdragon is one of the tag's.","content":"Alone, yet not alone?\n\n?\n\nBeing alone, is what i've knowen,  \n  \nBeing in the dark, is where i've been.  \n  \nMy heart yearns for another,  \n  \nMy heart yearns for warmth.  \n  \nBut cold is what my heart feels,  \n  \nSilent is what my heart is.  \n  \nTwice i've fallen into the dark,  \n  \nTwice i've lost my light.  \n  \nTwice i've been pulled from the dark,  \n  \nTwice i've felt the warmth of my heart grow.  \n  \nAnd twice i've had my heart stabbed.  \n  \nTwice i've had the warmth taken,  \n  \nTwice i've lost my light.  \n  \nTwice ive been caste into the dark,  \n  \nEach dark deeper and more cold.  \n  \nMy light is gone, my heart is cold,  \n  \nIts beats are silent, my blood is cold.  \n  \nAnd now i sit, all alone,  \n  \nIn the dark, all a...lone?  \n  \nLexart-6: Please....dont leave  \nme....all alone in the dark.   \n  \nDrew?\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nThis cold stone cell\n\n?\n\nThis cold hard stone surrounds me, traps me  \n  \nits silince is all ive know, all ive had  \n  \nits darkness is inviting me, embracing me  \n  \nits touch is cold, my heart is colder  \n  \nMy brother comes, he say's \"Just Die!\"  \n  \n\"No one needs you, no one wants you\"\n\n\u0026nbsp;\"I don't need you, I don't love you\"  \n  \n\"Just take your shiv, and take your life\"  \n  \ntwo years come, two years go  \n  \nthats all hes said, thats all ive heard  \n  \nI lay here broken, I lay here cold  \n  \nA shiv in my paw, and death in my head  \n  \nAs i lay here, In this cold stone cell.\n\n?\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nYou complete me\n\n?\n\nAnd you...you complete me,  \n  \nyou're the sun in my sky,  \n  \nthe moon in my night,  \n  \nyou're the warmth in my spring,  \n  \nyou are the snow in my winter,  \n  \nyour soul is as pure as an autumn breeze.\n\n?\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nFluke? Or fate?\n\n?\n\nWhile flying through the air, on a morning summer breeze.  \n  \nThe sight of snow on the mountains, the sight of flowers on the fileds  \n  \nWhile enjoying the sights of summer, my world went dark.  \n  \nThere were no warnings, there were no hints  \n  \nThe sun was shining and the sky was clear, and then my world turned to dark  \n  \nIn the time it took my heart to beat, my world went from light to dark\n\n\u0026nbsp;And in the dark i stayed, for five more beats from my heart  \n  \nAnd then my world went back to light, and all was as it was  \n  \nWas that dark a fluke? A thing that just occurred?  \n  \nOr was it something Darker? Something that will occurr?\n\n?\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nHow Deeply Buired is your past\n\n?\n\nThis place is cold, This place is dark  \n\"What is this place, Where am I?\"  \n\"What is this place you ask?\", \"This is where you'll die\"  \n\"Who are you?\", \"Whos there?\"  \nOut of the drak, Comes a hord of dragons  \nThe Elders of the village, and the dragons of the village  \nThe village i was hated, The village that banished me  \nThey came for me, They came for blood  \nI turned and ran, I ran for my life  \n\"Run faster, half-breed\",\"We almost got you\"  \nThey taunted me, they mocked me  \n\"Your a taint\", \"Your not pure\"  \n\"You are a freak\", \"A thing that should not be\"  \nI ran, I cryed  \n\"Go away\", \"Leave me be\"  \nI staggered, I skidded to a halt  \nI took a fighting stance, They closed in on me  \n\"You should of never been hatched\", \" You should never have come to be\"  \n\"We will fix that\", \"We will remove this mistake\"  \n\"We will show your corps\", \"For all the world to see\"  \n\"Furdragons and dragons should not mate\", \"Lest they bring a taint to our pure, noble blood\"  \nAnd then they all charged, There going to kill me  \nAnd right as they struck, I woke up...\n\n?\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nThe Price of Love\n\n?\n\nmy love is a joke, used to amuse others.\n\n\u0026nbsp;my love is pain, caused by the ones i try to love  \n  \nmy love is a play thing, destroyed by thoses who dont want it anymore  \n  \nmy love is glass, easily broken and painfuly put back together  \n  \nmy love is the sea, used to dump unwanted things in  \n  \nmy love is the ground, people shit and piss on at will  \n  \nmy love is the poles, cold and barren  \n  \nmy love is space, dark and void  \n  \nmy love is a dead sun, all burned out and without any light  \n  \nWhen i loved my heart burned bright and i gave my light and warmth.  \nLike the sun i spread my light and warmth to those near by.  \n  \nAnd then they left.  \n  \nI gave my light which they used to see, i gave my warmth which they used to warm  \nAnd then they left me, cold and alone.  \n  \nLike the sun that burns too bright my light is faded my heat has droped  \nand like the sun i just cave in, crushed by the weight, of the cold dark void.\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nThis Broken Flawed Tool\n\nIt was just another day  \n  \nEveryone was out, out going about their lives  \n  \nAll but one, One was not\n\n\u0026nbsp;I sat here waiting, waiting for my family  \n  \nBut my family never showed, they never showed up  \n  \nI sat here all alone, all by my self  \n  \nI had nothing, at least at first  \n  \nBut i had time, Time to think  \n  \nTime to let my mind wander, wander into places in my mind  \n  \nDark places, of my past  \n  \nA part of my past, that no one but me knows  \n  \nThe part where i was made, made as a shell  \n  \nJust an empty shell, Thats all i was back then  \n  \nUntill that day, the day my life changed  \n  \nWhen they put half of \"him\" in me, Half of all \"he\" is.  \n  \nI was ment to hold his power, And return it when it was needed  \n  \nBut i gained more then power, I gained a family  \n  \nAnd my family doesnt even know, They dont know the truth about me  \n  \nThe truth of what i am, The truth of what im not  \n  \nIam just a fake, A tool to be used  \n  \nA tool that is broken, broken and flawed  \n  \nI am Zepher Blackbird, And i'm not real.  \n  \nI was never ment to have a life, never ment to have a family  \n  \nNever ment to have friends, never ment to...fall in love  \n  \nThis was never ment to happen, But it happened all the same  \n  \nAnd now i must leave, leave the ones who are like family  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;Leave the ones who call me their friend, Who would stand by me to the end  \n  \nLeave the one who calles me his brother, And looks up to me with love and awa  \n  \nLeave the one who has my heart, The heart i was never ment to have  \n  \nAnd so i leave, I leave this place  \n  \nThis place that has been my home, home for only just a week  \n  \nThough its only been a week, What a week it has been  \n  \nI'll never forget their laughs, I'll never forget their smiles  \n  \nI'll never forget their voices, I'll never forget their faces  \n  \nI hope they can forgive me, Forgive all that i have done  \n  \nForgive me for having a mind, forgive me for having thoughts  \n  \nForgive me for for the lies, forgive me for my heart  \n  \nI hope they will forgive me, For being a broken flawed tool\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nNot needed anymore.\n\n?\n\nGeena and Boltwire are out flying, Ciff is on Bolts back laughing with them as they play.  \n  \nHypter and Phoenix are in the kitchen cooking, Meilida is serving the food.  \n  \nDrew and Aldra are in a pub, Jaegar is with them drinking to good times and friends.\n\n\u0026nbsp;Elantra and Lyorenth are walking the streets of Warfang, Cronic is with them looking at hats.  \n  \nTerran and Filiva are with Noctus, there spending time togeather like a family  \n  \nEveryone is out having a good time, the day is bright and beautiful  \n  \nLife couldnt be better for them, they have family and friends to be with.  \n  \nAll but one, one has his things packed and is leaving Warfang  \n  \nBut why is he leaving, he has friends and family in Warfang so why leave?  \n  \nWho would leave this city full of life and joy, who would leave there friends and family?  \n  \nHis the oldest of the group, his name is Zepher Blackbird.  \n  \nHis friends have other friends, They care and love them.  \n  \nHis family has friends, And a new family that doesnt include him anymore.  \n  \nTerran was his life, Noctus was his love.  \n  \nTerran has Fliva, Noctus has the two of them.  \n  \nShes the big sister they never had, shes something he couldnt be  \n  \nHe loves his little brother, his happyness is important to him.  \n  \nTerrans happy with his mate and his new sister, Zephers.....not needed  \n  \nAnd so he leaves, both from sight and from mind.  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;Walking the world by him self, Alone and not needed  \n  \nFew know him now, Even fewer care.  \n  \nOne day a stranger walks up to Terran and ask, \"Can you tell me where Zepher Blackbird is?\"  \n  \nTerran just looks at him, his head tilted and he asks in return.  \n  \n\"Zepher Blackbird?\", \"Who is he?\"\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nZepher Blackheart\n\n?\n\nZepher Blackheart  \n  \nHe is called Zepher, He is called Zeph  \n  \nHe is called son, He is called brother  \n  \nHe is a furdragon, Born with a flaw  \n  \nBut everyone has flaws, Its something everyone has  \n  \nOur flaws help shape us, Into who we are  \n  \nBut he has a deep flaw, He cant fall in love  \n  \nIts taken many years, But hes finnaly realized it  \n  \nHe can say the words, \"I love you\"  \n  \nHe knows there meaning, And the reason one says it  \n  \nBut he cant mean it, He cant fall in love  \n  \nOne thing Zepher hates is liers, Those who lie for there own gain  \n  \nNocuts is kind to him, Shes cared deeply about him  \n  \nBut he'll never lie to her, He wont lie  \n  \nHe cant tell her he loves her, He cant love at all\n\n\u0026nbsp;If she were to die, Would he cry?  \n  \nHe cant love, So he cant love her  \n  \nShes done so much, But he cant love  \n  \nWhen he was injured and fell from the sky, Meilida helped him get back on his feet  \n  \nShe was happy to see him get well, But all he could do was say thanks  \n  \nHe cant say he loves her, He cant fall in love  \n  \nZepher was born without the ability to love, He will spend his days cold and alone  \n  \nHe still feels joy and sorrow just like anyone can, But he'll never have his heart warm at the love of another  \n  \nWhen he dies, He'll be put in the ground  \n  \nHe'll be covered in dirt, And like always  \n  \nHe'll never love, And always be alone\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nThe End, Of a Long and Bloody War\n\nHis name, Is Zepher Blackbird  \n  \nHes a son, Hes a outcast  \n  \nHes a blacksmith, Hes a friend  \n  \nHes a husbend, Hes a brother  \n  \nHe......is dieing  \n  \nHis time is drawing near, His body is growing cold  \n  \nHe knows that tonight, Tonight his life will end  \n  \nSo he'll use what little he has, What little time is left\n\n\u0026nbsp;To remember what he has, Before his life will end  \n  \nHe looks and sees his parents, His mother and his father  \n  \nThey gave him life, The encouraged him to grow into the man he is today  \n  \nHis mother Zephira, His father Terradin  \n  \n\"Thank you both\", \"Thank you for giving me life\"  \n  \nHe moves on, His life blood is flowing from his wounds  \n  \nHe looks and sees his friends, The most closest frinds he has  \n  \nA Red Dragon with a noble heart, A White Furdragoness with a soul pure like snow  \n  \nThey helped him in his time of need, They helped him see the light and leave his shell behind  \n  \n\"Thank you Fire.\",\"For helping me see the light and help me live again.\"  \n  \n\"Thank you Serena.\", \"For giving me hope in that dark and cold town.\"  \n  \nZepher coughed up blood, His time is running short  \n  \nHe moved on, He stumbled as he went  \n  \nNext he saw a Purple Furdragon, His best friend Xander  \n  \n\"Thank you Xander.\", \"You saved me and my mate from a great evil.\"  \n  \nAcrosse from him was a Littler Purple Dragon, But only a little bit smaller of course  \n  \nZepher smiled, His own blood staning his lips  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;\"Hay little bro.\", \" Sorry for tesing you about your hight all this time.\"  \n  \n\"Youve growen so much from when we first met.\" \"You'll make Crystal a fine mate Gallus.\"  \n  \n\"Love her with all your heart.\", \"And never forget she loves you.\"  \n  \nZepher coughed hard, He put a paw to his chest  \n  \nThats it, Thats all the time he had left  \n  \nHe went on, Half stumbling half walking in the dark cloud covered night.  \n  \nZepher want over to where he will die, The one he will die with  \n  \nThe one who filled his heart with warmth and love, The one who gave his life....meaning  \n  \nShes a gourgous Purple Dragoness, Her smile makes his heart swell  \n  \nHer eyes shine like starlight, Her voice is a soft sweet tune that makes his heart beat with love  \n  \nShe is Adra, She is his mate  \n  \nHis love, His life  \n  \nShe.......is also dieing  \n  \nAdras soul and Zephers are linked, If one dies so too does the other  \n  \nThey wouldnt have it anyother way.  \n  \nZepher stood in front of her, his face filled with love and happyness  \n  \nShe smiled back, As she layed on the cold hard stone of the last city standing  \n  \nShe knew the end was near, She didnt mind that there lives are about to end  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;She spread a wing open for him, Beckoning him to join her  \n  \nZepher walked over to her, She smiled that same smile that he has  \n  \nAs he laied next to her she draped her wing over him, He snuggled close to her  \n  \nThis is where they would die, This is there last night togeather  \n  \nThey looked to the East, The sun was rising  \n  \nThis is a wonderful day, The evil that plaged the world is gone  \n  \nThe world would heal with time, As will the people of the land  \n  \nDragons and Furdargons would work togeather, They would rebuild the world as friends  \n  \nThe War is over, Many thousands had died  \n  \nBut the tally of the dead wasnt finished, There were still two more yet to die  \n  \nZepher and Adra, The last two to die.....in the longest war the world had ever seen  \n  \nThe sun started to rise, It cast its warm brillient light on the land  \n  \nIt was time.  \n  \nAdra closed her eyes first, Purring softly to her mate  \n  \n\"I love you\"  \n  \nThen her heart began to slow, Those would be the last words she spoke to him  \n  \nZepher turned his head, And laied it next to hers  \n  \nHe purred to her softly, And spoke his final words  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;\"I love you\"  \n  \nThough he said what she had said, They both knew they loved each other  \n  \nThey didnt have to say it, But they did say it with all there hearts  \n  \nThe sun was half way up, The Dawn of a new era was about to begin  \n  \nWhile the lives of two, Were about to end  \n  \nEveryone was sturing, They were all injured during the last battle  \n  \nThey all stood up, As the sun shined on them  \n  \nIt was over, The War is over  \n  \nThey looked at each other, They knew it was over  \n  \nZephira went over to Terradin, Her mate  \n  \nThey huged and held each other close, They wouldnt have to see anymore die in the war  \n  \nFire got to his feet, The war he'ed been fighting in all his life....was finaly at an end  \n  \nHe went over to Serena, He had one last \"duty\" He wanted to preform  \n  \nHe held out a ring to her, And spoke five little words  \n  \n\"Will you be my mate?\", Her eyes sweled with tears  \n  \nSerena threw her arms around him, \"Yes! Yes ill be your mate!\"  \n  \nXander and Gallus, They saw the whole thing  \n  \nThey chuckled softly, It took him long enough to ask  \n  \nGallus saw Crystal, She arrived with the King and Queen of the city  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;As Gallus went to his mate, Xander saw Zepher and Adra and went over to see if they were ok  \n  \nThe King and Queen thanked them all  \n  \n\"Thank you all.\",\"For what you have done\"  \n  \n\"You saved our city.\", \"And our people.\"  \n  \nEveryone stood and smiled with there friends and family, Theyed made it to the end  \n  \nGallus looked around and asked, \"Wheres Big Brother?\"  \n  \nAll there heads snapend and turned to the East, A loud roar of pain and loss  \n  \nThey ran over to see and hear Xander, He was roaring to the heavens as he sat next to Adra and Zepher  \n  \nEveryone gathered, They didnt want to bleave what they knew had to be  \n  \nZepher and Adra were liying in a pool of blood, Zepher curled around his mate in there deaths embrace  \n  \nXander was screaming to the heaves, Leting them know that two pure souls were going to join them  \n  \nTears were streaming down his cheeks, as his cry was joined by many others  \n  \nThe War was over, But the cost had been high  \n  \nThey had lost so many friends, So many familys  \n  \nAnd now they had lost two more  \n  \nTo a long and bloody war  \n  \nZepher and his mate Adra are dead  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp;There friends and family had them buired togeather, Just as they were when they died  \n  \nSo that they will always be togeather, Even in death.\n\n?\n\n------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------\n\n?\n\nIts Broken\n\n?\n\nMy hearts been broken  \n  \nMy life is shatered  \n  \nMy reason for being is gone  \n  \nI thought I would never love  \n  \nI thought I would never find happyness  \n  \nThen I meet someone that cared  \n  \nCared enough to warm my heart and make me want to be with her  \n  \nI offered her my heart  \n  \nI offered her my love  \n  \nI couldnt stand going a day without telling her i loved her  \n  \nAnd now shes gone  \n  \nWhat did i do?!  \n  \nHow did i screw this up?  \n  \nI always told her the truth  \n  \nI always told her how i felt about her  \n  \nI thought of ways to be with her  \n  \nI thought of a life with her in it  \n  \nAnd now ive lost it all  \n  \nIve broken my own heart  \n  \nCause i did something wrong  \n  \nI dont know what i did wrong but it doesnt matter  \n  \nAll that matters is ive screwed up again  \n  \nIve screwed up for the last time  \n  \nI cant take it anymore  \n  \nThe pain of loseing someone like this  \n  \nI cant stand this pain that i cause others in my desperat search for love\n\n\u0026nbsp;Im a fool  \n  \nI should of knowen by now that im not ment to love anyone  \n  \nIf i cant hold onto the one i cared about  \n  \nHow can i love at all?  \n  \nI was broken from the start  \n  \nIve never held a persons love for very long  \n  \nI thought i just never met the right one  \n  \nThen i did and now ive lost her  \n  \nShe said she never wants to speak to me again  \n  \nAnd so  \n  \nThe last thing i can do  \n  \nIs grant her wish  \n  \nIve lost my heart  \n  \nAnd i dont want it back  \n  \nNot with out her  \n  \nEven though i know  \n  \nThat will never come to pass.  \n  \nAnd so i'll reman broken  \n  \nfor now  \n  \nand forever more  \n  \n\n"}