{"sf1_id":383197,"sf2_id":"A1po7x3n","title":"Wanna get high?!?","author":"HachiHachi8","words":220,"posted_at":"2012-05-29T12:39:00.000Z","tags":["Booze","Canine","Drugs","Female","Male","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/383197-wanna-get-high","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/A1po7x3n","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/8c/ca/8cca7121-f486-4fcc-8d0e-8bee3eeaaac7","description":"I wrote this last year, It was kinda a bad year for me and I lost myself after half of my grandparents died... I wont get into it much But I really like this poem :)","content":"\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWanna Get High\n\nBy Dominicus\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI need it, I want it. I'll do anything baby.\n\nGive it to me, before I take it.\n\nI need a dose of reality, give me the hit, I can take it.\n\nI'm a man I can take it, Just give me my drug, give me my poison.\n\nAlways behind, not enough time. My mind going numb..\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nPeace robbing Violence, Soul robbing sex, Heart robbing Logic.\n\nI CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!\n\nGive me my drug, my dose of reality, I need more, a bigger hit.\n\nI can feel it inside of me itching to get out and in. The true me, trapped inside.\n\nThree drug dealers hold my keys to sweet realese,when will I ever succeed?\n\nHook me up doc, Im ready... Stick the needle in me already..\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIm so numb again, god I love it. But oh no, I'm trapped _again!!_\n\nWhy am I this pile of a mess called a person.\n\nWhy am I so different? Why am I aware?\n\nI'm so scared, alone and cold.. Leave me alone..\n\nMy feelings fly around like a violent cyclone, pushing away and sucking in everything.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAlways so close, yet so far away..\n\nI do this for myself, not for you..\n\nSuch is me...\n\nLet me Overdose and die.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}