{"sf1_id":411590,"sf2_id":"q1xRXBzm","title":"Falling","author":"Noath","words":273,"posted_at":"2012-08-04T07:21:00.000Z","tags":["Clean","Depression","Love","Poem"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/411590-falling","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/q1xRXBzm","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/1b/b7/1bb75a62-7616-44dc-b01b-294e7ad2299f","description":"I fucking hate the summer :\nHaveing time to think about life sucks","content":"Falling  \n  \n  \n  \nThis rush  \n  \nThis speed  \n  \nWhat is this?   \n  \nAm I falling?   \n  \nAll the way down into the depths?  \n  \nThe darkness is here  \n  \nIt always is  \n  \nI am sinking  \n  \nSlowly   \n  \nWatching myself fail  \n  \nWhat do you think?  \n  \nI try  \n  \nYou don't seem to notice  \n  \nThat's fine  \n  \nI don't want to trouble you   \n  \nBut you talk like you care  \n  \nWhy?  \n  \nMy mask is hard  \n  \nBut your eyes melt it  \n  \nIt is warm  \n  \nBut now I am cold  \n  \nI can't speak  \n  \nI can't tell you  \n  \nI wish I could  \n  \nBut you would laugh  \n  \nLike you always do  \n  \nA joke  \n  \nNothing more  \n  \nPoking fun  \n  \nHarmless   \n  \nYou are online  \n  \nMouse is over your name  \n  \nThat same rush  \n  \nFalling deep  \n  \nPing  \n  \nIt's you  \n  \n\"Hey\"  \n  \n\"Hey\"  \n  \nYou want to go out?  \n  \n\"You want to play a game?\"  \n  \nWhat do I say?  \n  \n\"ya sure, give me a sec\"  \n  \nClose   \n  \nBut so far  \n  \nI never see you  \n  \nOr  \n  \nLess then I want too  \n  \nIt is never us   \n  \nIt is Me and you and everyone else  \n  \nSo much ...  \n  \nSo little...   \n  \nWords   \n  \nI hate them  \n  \nThey can mean so much  \n  \nAnd at the same time so little  \n  \nYou will never see this   \n  \nAnd if you do   \n  \nYou won't know it's me  \n  \nSo I fall  \n  \nI embrace it  \n  \nIt is bitter sweet  \n  \nYou will live on   \n  \nAnd so will I   \n  \nI will take this feeling  \n  \nAnd push up  \n  \nUntil I fly  \n  \nFly with you  \n  \nEven if I'm not on the same cloud\n\n\u0026nbsp;I'll be up   \n  \nI'll be high  \n  \nI'll be close to you  \n  \nBut for now I'll let go  \n  \nAnd fall  \n  \nI know you are in love  \n  \nJust  \n  \nNot with me  \n  \n\\*click  \n  \nJoin game  \n  \n  \n  \n\n"}