# Falling

Author: Noath
Tags: Clean, Depression, Love, Poem

I fucking hate the summer :
Haveing time to think about life sucks

Falling  
  
  
  
This rush  
  
This speed  
  
What is this?   
  
Am I falling?   
  
All the way down into the depths?  
  
The darkness is here  
  
It always is  
  
I am sinking  
  
Slowly   
  
Watching myself fail  
  
What do you think?  
  
I try  
  
You don't seem to notice  
  
That's fine  
  
I don't want to trouble you   
  
But you talk like you care  
  
Why?  
  
My mask is hard  
  
But your eyes melt it  
  
It is warm  
  
But now I am cold  
  
I can't speak  
  
I can't tell you  
  
I wish I could  
  
But you would laugh  
  
Like you always do  
  
A joke  
  
Nothing more  
  
Poking fun  
  
Harmless   
  
You are online  
  
Mouse is over your name  
  
That same rush  
  
Falling deep  
  
Ping  
  
It's you  
  
"Hey"  
  
"Hey"  
  
You want to go out?  
  
"You want to play a game?"  
  
What do I say?  
  
"ya sure, give me a sec"  
  
Close   
  
But so far  
  
I never see you  
  
Or  
  
Less then I want too  
  
It is never us   
  
It is Me and you and everyone else  
  
So much ...  
  
So little...   
  
Words   
  
I hate them  
  
They can mean so much  
  
And at the same time so little  
  
You will never see this   
  
And if you do   
  
You won't know it's me  
  
So I fall  
  
I embrace it  
  
It is bitter sweet  
  
You will live on   
  
And so will I   
  
I will take this feeling  
  
And push up  
  
Until I fly  
  
Fly with you  
  
Even if I'm not on the same cloud

 I'll be up   
  
I'll be high  
  
I'll be close to you  
  
But for now I'll let go  
  
And fall  
  
I know you are in love  
  
Just  
  
Not with me  
  
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