{"sf1_id":43451,"sf2_id":"GnDVj9xe","title":"Don't Spend Your Love on Me","author":"Whyte Yote","words":420,"posted_at":"2008-02-10T02:49:00.000Z","tags":["Angst","Cheating","Depression","M/M"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/43451-don-t-spend-your-love-on-me","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/GnDVj9xe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/b4/66/b466288a-b8b7-41f4-835f-c8a67aeb345c","description":"","content":"Don't Spend Your Love on Me ©MMVIII Whyte Yoté  \n  \n  \n  \nI will say I love you when I don't mean it  \nI will smile and blush when I'd rather reject you  \nI will listen to your sadness, grateful it's not mine  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \nI will give you a ring and keep the receipt  \nI will keep my feelings to myself  \nI will make a commitment I know I will not keep  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \nI will spend on frivolities and make you pay for gas  \nI will stay at work for free so I don't have to come home  \nI will not tell you where I'm going if you don't need to know  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \nI will search out other men because you don't excite me  \nI will flirt with people right in front of your face  \nI will make plans with them over our arrangements  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \nI will ask some daddy over when we're already cuddling  \nI will push and push and push until you relent  \nI will make you do homework while he's buried to the hilt  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \nI will go to bed and avoid a goodnight kiss  \nI will go out of my way to exterminate our sex life  \nI will drive two hours for an anonymous fuck  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; I will invest in fetishes I know will turn you off  \nI will never be satisfied unless the danger is high  \nI will risk my health and yours and you'll never know the difference  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \nI will walk down the aisle only with a pre-nup  \nI will be strung out on powder I got from a stranger  \nI will hold only your one hand because my fingers are crossed  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \nI will pretend to be aloof on our honeymoon  \nI will take my ring off at the bar  \nI will fake a headache and ride the bellboy  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \nI will spend my life in search of moments  \nI will never have my fill of cum  \nI will always be looking for the next penis  \nDon't spend your love on me.  \n  \nI will use your love and trust until it's gone  \nI will never respect you but you will respect me  \nI will find lovers the night you pass away  \nDon't spend your love on me  \n  \n  \n............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................  \n  \n\n\u0026nbsp; 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