{"sf1_id":435619,"sf2_id":"J1OMA42m","title":"Doppelganger","author":"Xandie","words":164,"posted_at":"2012-09-17T03:55:00.000Z","tags":["Angst","Dark","Depressing","Depression","First Person","Poem","Sad"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/435619-doppelganger","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/J1OMA42m","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/c9/31/c931de21-e21c-479c-b8cc-4ff37555bdb4","description":"Poem","content":"The corners are quiet\n\nThe places I hide inside my mind\n\nWhere I can sleep\n\nFind a little peace\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nFill the spaces\n\nWith the me\n\nThat I keep away\n\nSecret from everybody\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nFor fear they couldn't understand\n\nFor shame\n\nOf what's become\n\nOf the me I used to be\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAm I me?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAnother I outside\n\nThe one\n\nThat's hidden\n\nDeep within\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAn imposter\n\nImpersonator\n\nLiar\n\nThief\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nOr is it I that is the doppelganger?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAm I dreaming\n\nStill curled up\n\nIn the recesses\n\nOf my head\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nUnconscious lucidity\n\nLiving in mirrors\n\nHiding from the light\n\nKeeping to my corners\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWho is me?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe me I know\n\nOr the other that I show\n\nTo the world\n\nOutside my sanctuary\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI'm still sleeping\n\nI must be\n\nThe me I see\n\nIs a nightmare\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nA terrible\n\nDisgusting\n\nDeceitful\n\nWhore\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nSomeone\n\nAnyone\n\nPlease\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nWon't you wake me?\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nCopywritten to Xander Bradeshaw.\n\n  \n  \n\n"}