{"sf1_id":440170,"sf2_id":"Jew38wKe","title":"Hurting","author":"WoLf2Tails","words":855,"posted_at":"2012-09-26T03:16:00.000Z","tags":["Dragon","Hermaphrodite","Kestra'chern","Love","Pain","Poetry","kyree"],"url":"https://fse.anthro.fr/stories/440170-hurting","original_url":"https://sofurry.com/s/Jew38wKe","image_url":"https://cdn.sofurryfiles.com/submissions/thumbnails/38/10/38109c34-e944-46a3-8b2e-58304b7129b8","description":"This I wrote in response to a RP my hermaphrodite Kestra'Chern, to hir Dragon mate.","content":"\u0026nbsp;\n\nHurting\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI've hurt someone.\n\nI was trusted with his heart.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nAnd I betrayed that.\n\nWhat I did I can not say,\n\nBut I who had sworn\n\nNever anyone to hurt.\n\nWeather intentional\n\nOr not the deed is done.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nTo collect his thoughts,\n\nNow he has gone.\n\nFor my love I'll abstain\n\nTill he says it is ok I forgive\n\nOr the word I Dread\n\n'We're Done'\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nEven now his absence leaves\n\nMe empty inside.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nI want him back though\n\nIf I hurt I don't deserve him.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIf I can hurt one I hold so dear\n\nNor do I deserve the blessings of\n\nThe Goddess and the\n\nStation of Kestra'Chern.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nThe Goddess offers\n\nNo words of comfort,\n\nTo her I feel I've also betrayed.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\nIf she were only to tell me\n\nI'll take back up\n\nMy station and duties.\n\nBut awareness I must practice,\n\nTo see what my action pain causes.\n\nA Kestra's job is to help others through\n\nTheir Pain, not cause more.\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n ![/\u003e\u003cimg title=](https://inkbunny.net/imagesbeta55/background_nav/left.png \"previous background\")\n# \u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n[**97**](https://inkbunny.net/submissionsunread_process.php \"new submissions\") [**28**](https://inkbunny.net/portal.php \"notices\") [**...**](https://inkbunny.net/privatemessages.php \"private messages\")\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n\u0026nbsp;\n\n| \n\n| \n[![WoLf2Tails](https://inkbunny.net///usericons/tiny/9/9209_WoLf2Tails_2tail_sig.gif \"WoLf2Tails\")](https://inkbunny.net/WoLf2Tails)\n |\n\n | [WoLf2Tails](https://inkbunny.net/WoLf2Tails) |\n\n- Account\n  - 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